hey darlin'

Dear FutureMe, you're basically obsessed with finding your own letter that you wrote god only knows how long on this site, but it hasn't been working out so far. to the futureme guys- make a search feature! that would be crazy awesome. today you might go out with JK and eat thai food, or stay in with JK and eat whatever mom and dad are making for dinner, or stay in at home. it's looking like you're gonna stay home alone, because it's getting too late to go anywhere, really, and you don't really want to go take a shower. you were just taken off of crew, which is killing you. you never realized how much you depend on getting all of your energy out there, and you're becoming lethargic and slow as a result. you feel unconfident about the summer because you think you'll look bad in a bikini. you're attempting to start exercising alone but it's not really working out. deni is irritating you right now and you love jill. this is because you cannot be friends with both of them at one time. there are 28 school days left and a bunch of days left until june 16th, over a month. your favorite color is green and you miss your digital camera and your iPod mini. you took the APUS yesterday and don't really care about the results. it doesn't matter anyways. college? college seems like a long way away. whatever. feel good about yourself and have more sex with JK. at this point you know what you have never had- find a way to have it. don't get pregnant, please. i think you'd be my hero if you didn't get pregnant. use protection, stay safe, have fun. keep JK around. you love the shit out of him. please don't break his little heart. love, rower girl