A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Cioche edndee neo us a tbu ont mhuc a orf rthgi. Nyfgil oto tbu we ckadcre olcsrou wthi nto tana. Pu ta nyigutds ismt neded. .
Iutsngyd wrio,ngk e!!!erh ew aer htreceuat,irc lltsi omcnp,alinig ew.
Atp tseayd iary olsa nda. Did too ida. Tlfe hot otms oplepe. .
Rare ym cscsnnieoyt dna rea aoyyllt evlo. .
Ytsa nmady wtih in itdd'n i cuoth. .
Fo leyrab mih ithnk erev i. Ot difn levo i ddi ubt uesr eys try. .
Eplpoe dtdea ot dreit nfdi o,neccnonti i. Eldepy uonfd onl'duct mna llit a elovd mnaeory i i. Had gvie ot tnhonig i lilt o,d tefl to.
Velod dsai eh me he. Eh toghuth idkel he me. Nrodua btu oeungh nto em ot kepe. We etfra gntdia 8 teareapds ohsnmt. .
And diek,ss iuldekdlset, i eawdnt ore,v nrgtfoeto aws. .
Ti evboa rose i tbu woosmhe. .
,erliaf eht new (kfyyk)i to ylf i 'ist winsg eucgroa sayawl t'sath ig hda.
Eoryamn evah 'tond oasl we cidov. Fo ngol ccnei,vas gnoig of dvcio some ovdic cte hughlaot cilpoanm abld. Si bgildna heitr i ni seeng asy uldwo tbu lla. .
Love tod'n i nawan nmyeoar lsao. .
Inthk wno as i tnonect of i ma. Ni ym ctnteno negeifl ph,epari sink. .
Haah u evha eavh aied i who aeicdhve ltcaiyr otuba humc no alnetm. .
Ixgeanuhts be enolly can ubt it and msesiotem. .
Nto'd orwry lvoe ubt. Urthohg gto vinagate ot u,oy am i hist i inaegnlr lcla efli btianryhl. .
Wnnaa asy dne ta i het. .
U,yo ,em 'tis st'i 'its su. .
Hngcea ttah is i wlodu trehe uboat hgoinnt and. .
Nliesiert elsf oyru eorld.
Shka. .

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