A letter from February 12th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, dear pasan,today i begged bhagya again to dont leave me again, but i couldn't melt her heart instead of that she cut my heart in to pieces.what a shame on me.why she doesn't have feelings on me? it's almost 1 month after our breakup.i coudn't move on like i did on others. i think this is Karma.if u are still there can u remember this pain.it's hurt like hell.so what should i do. i don't have any clue. So i started my previous habit of chasing other girls. actually it won't work this time.i actually ****** up this time. She blame me for everything. i feels like i was a puppet of her.if this last long without break up.i think i will become a puppet.all i did because of love. After Yashodha, Bhagya gave me lot of pain.can i survive this? If u reading this probably you may have survive this.actually this is a apocalypse in my mind.i dont feel free to do any work.i messed up in inner.Pls anyone out there pls save me. god bless me!