A letter from September 4th, 2016

Peaceful right?

To my sweet child I dont know if u will ever read this but i hope that someday u will Am still waiting for u Am still waiting for the day that i meet u and hold u in my arms Feel u .. Smell u and just be there for u I cant wait to met u To be ur mother Am 25 years old now and i have to be honest with u Am losing hope That one day .. U will be mine My hope I have been afraid To think about u To dream about u Because it hurts me To imagin u Dream about it And just see u .. In my dreams and imagination I want u in reall I need u And i love u .. Even before i knew that u are mine I love u Even before i knew that i can have u And u r my hope U r the resone why i keep on living Hoping that one day I will feel u growing inside me Hoping that one day i will bring u to this life and call u my chile Ohh u dont know how much i dreamt about u How many time i layed my hand on my tummy and imagined u inside playing And moving as i talk to u I would spend hours just day dreaming about u And i would watch mothers with their childeren and say to myself When ..!! When its gonna be me ! They say a mother's love is so strong and unlimited Well Mine must me much more then that Am still single And u seem so far away from me But i still carry this love for u A love which started years before i had u I hope .. Wish .. Pray from the bottom of my heart and soul That there will be u in my life and u would read this Love Your mother

Epilogue

about 1 year later

Am 33 years old now!
8 years after writing that letter.

so many thing has changed, I have changed.
to be honest i was selfish when i...

Tawsn' reltt,e i tsgtiarh ahtt hnniktgi woret.
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Ese wsa sslenil enwk ruifesngf was and ysrea i rwnog oyu 26 lnoy a asw was arfet i whne i i 2 what omfr tenlam tl,so ttah.
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Apoirlb, ghtohut amybe i me swa tac ywlsaa ilek ro wsa ym tath rnomeveintn atht i gimkna.
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Pddm i tath aws httru teh dha.
Ma in rteal chdil stlil ym omre eitsmnoo a i nclorto inggtuglsr nda tdaim am own,btu of ahtt ersay 8 !!!!? i nahvgi ,.
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Am ttha ealb not hvae wlli fro , my notd steew i i voel humc eiinsd who evol oh to uesr is i enmta atth em you give , ouy oyu wonk hdcli eb ot.
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Hdlci ym seewt cduee-an,tr buornn.
Ma nto anc si dlwor nda eripovd ctrtope gnrib i eehr i slesnu e,acpl easf reus %101 ouy a adn anct the thta. .
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Noce i cicndvoee i ttha you iwll ouy era evrne had i hretnigeyv htat vgie onwk. .
Od my i thta dna ot ifle orwk no and in to ened reodr ymflse.
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You spoenr olev uoy na he fo uiernesv adn nde azamngi ofr dan btu teh bayb so he i fnodu the ot umhc is arh,eft liwl , go ouyr ,.
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Iategnrc efli orgkiwn , no no eesverd eb ot eht own rleusosev nda yuo nirwogk htat boht ew tighr rea rnbo in.
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Ym cidhl eewst teitll.
Uor yalnn.

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