A letter from September 4th, 2016

Peaceful right?

To my sweet child I dont know if u will ever read this but i hope that someday u will Am still waiting for u Am still waiting for the day that i meet u and hold u in my arms Feel u .. Smell u and just be there for u I cant wait to met u To be ur mother Am 25 years old now and i have to be honest with u Am losing hope That one day .. U will be mine My hope I have been afraid To think about u To dream about u Because it hurts me To imagin u Dream about it And just see u .. In my dreams and imagination I want u in reall I need u And i love u .. Even before i knew that u are mine I love u Even before i knew that i can have u And u r my hope U r the resone why i keep on living Hoping that one day I will feel u growing inside me Hoping that one day i will bring u to this life and call u my chile Ohh u dont know how much i dreamt about u How many time i layed my hand on my tummy and imagined u inside playing And moving as i talk to u I would spend hours just day dreaming about u And i would watch mothers with their childeren and say to myself When ..!! When its gonna be me ! They say a mother's love is so strong and unlimited Well Mine must me much more then that Am still single And u seem so far away from me But i still carry this love for u A love which started years before i had u I hope .. Wish .. Pray from the bottom of my heart and soul That there will be u in my life and u would read this Love Your mother

Epilogue

about 1 year later

Am 33 years old now!
8 years after writing that letter.

so many thing has changed, I have changed.
to be honest i was selfish when i...

Etlr,te st'wna htta rwote i gittarhs iktginhn.
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Wsa efrat saw lso,t ifreufgsn mlatne elissnl awht 62 asw i 2 ewhn i ahtt rmfo ynol dna kenw see i a saw yuo rgwno resay i.
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Gimkan i yabem ,oiaplbr em trnnmneoive cta i ro yasalw hatt ikel htat saw uhtghto ym swa.
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Htta htrut het dmpd wsa i adh.
Tmaid nomtieso in a ntu,bow of i , am my olrtcno asyre dan ihavgn eartl i lslit !!!!? gngltrgusi am 8 mreo hdcil ahtt.
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Oh i oelv eabl uhmc uyo em am dnot vgie aemtn elov si eb teswe eurs , orf ym thta ttha you lhdic tno vhae i lwli how ot to idiens , i you wkon.
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Lihcd -,uadrentce ounbrn my etwse.
Ouy slnsue eptctro a ma ibnrg sfae dwolr is vidrpeo ahtt not 01%1 nact i ,acple dan and teh resu eehr i acn. .
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Htta nveer dha i ceceidvno viegrtheny neco yuo onwk ahtt i era giev ouy i lwli. .
Myefsl atht ielf ni no i to my dan eordr eend rkwo do ot nda.
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Na tbu ot you adn i nureievs lwli mhcu ,ahrtfe , si ruyo eovl eh adn so dfnuo fo eh byab ofr anmgzia go , the eth osrpne ouy edn.
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, btoh het ew vdeesre tgrhi nikwrog ornb won thta ielf and on to you rwokgin be nericagt no ni are elvrsouse.
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Ym ttllei teews hcdli.
Ylnan uor.

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