A letter from June 30th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I just looked at my last letter to myself and I've realized that things haven't changed too much. So, my hope is that when I open this in a year, things are better and not the same. Do you have a relationship with your father yet? Did you keep your promise to not attempt suicide again? Are you even alive? I hope you are. Are you doing okay in school now? I just want you to know that although it's hard, you will make it to the next day and you will be happy and the even though you beat yourself up continuously, you are perfect. Excuse my bad grammar, FutureMe

Epilogue

about 5 years later

It has been 6 yrs since this letter.

I very barely have a relationship with...

Nda eralyl vhea even kidan, nwana esh’ syeewl my dt’on toh i ifle a in peaslinrihto. Wdil gi.
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I idd thta oll eoripms keep nto. Ettrle edar shit i to an eebelvi edlvdreie asw it ofr ttmtaep syhcp tgo cb asw ondt’ wadr in nvee i whne i 😩 eth. Tapmtte rehovew sry lsat my nbee siecn 5 si’t. So ahtst’ doog tnihg a.
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Am tfca ni avile i. Fmro ahs ebne ysae, mwoehso but ’im itsll yver lefi afr erhe.
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Nwet ighh lceloge dan ot tadeuradg ohsclo. Cb crunelrty rbake a reeged my nizgritpriio ’im aktngi ’mi haleth elmnat cglolee a vreo omfr.
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Lnuaetyvle lliw tub t,eepcfr eth ifel txne ybame ayd ebettr gte adn rmfo ma lwli meoc rfa i. Iwll nweh sreu tno btu eabym ’im tacexyl atht ,be.

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