A letter from June 30th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I just looked at my last letter to myself and I've realized that things haven't changed too much. So, my hope is that when I open this in a year, things are better and not the same. Do you have a relationship with your father yet? Did you keep your promise to not attempt suicide again? Are you even alive? I hope you are. Are you doing okay in school now? I just want you to know that although it's hard, you will make it to the next day and you will be happy and the even though you beat yourself up continuously, you are perfect. Excuse my bad grammar, FutureMe

Epilogue

about 5 years later

It has been 6 yrs since this letter.

I very barely have a relationship with...

Eweyls hes’ otdn’ leyrla nanaw ilfe rslpienatioh a idak,n ni nda i vene my vhea tho. Ig dwli.
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Ttah otn pkee i ddi proisem lol. Aws rfo ndto’ aws treelt ehnw i ieerdvlde it i enev dwra ptetatm 😩 an i bc ni the velbeei to eadr got tsih cphsy. My eowrhev scien 5 t’is taepttm rsy lsat eenb. A nigth ogdo so ttsha’.
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In alevi fcat i ma. Stlli m’i heer far mrfo sah but ryev bene ooshwem sea,y flie.
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Loglece etwn nda to colhso daaegdrut ighh. Geeder a rmfo im’ hhtlae my izigrniipotr ikgnta a tnaelm geolelc lynertcru cb mi’ erov rabke.
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Eyevaluntl flie tge dna exnt tebrte am hte rfa omrf i utb meco dya abmye wlil lliw ,erpfcte. Alcteyx wneh emyab not im’ ttha rseu be, iwll utb.

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