Well hello

Peaceful right?

Dear Kukai, You'll be 20 next year. And old. But still with a kiddy face. Yes you were right about the boys, there's no one, except well B (no thanks). I cut my hair again, try growing it out will you? As of now, I just got on the team in Danceworx but what's the progress at present? Life isn't all that great at the moment, to be honest. I miss a lot of things and I want a lot of things. I get lonely, that's all. But I'm trying to be happy, I promise. I hope you're happier now, more than ever. And no pressure for getting into some ivy league for post grad, you do your thing. Smile more and go for events. I hope you do that. I know it gets tiring, but it's for your good. Oh by the way, what did you chose? Ad or Journo? I want to choose Ad but I'm not sure. I wonder when I'll ever have someone by my side. Like a boy. Or even a girl. And please, please don't tinder. It sucks. Trust me. You know it already. Dance well. Work hard. I believe in you. Over the past year, lot has changed. I wonder what all has changed now. Always shall love you. Oh and. Happy Birthday weirdo.

Epilogue

over 9 years later

Oh my baby.
So much has changed.

I chose Ad. Went on to become a graphic designer. Very successful one, even had my own design studio, working with international clients....

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But cnd'oltu i sopt sad lgfneei. Sarey wetn rdak si,ed rof dkar redti adn i ot ni a bset ym selreva ec,op vyer. Ot ohlacomlsi na dan ni icideus eftrof avreels dbusae pmt,etast dsgru cseipbedrr lsef relvaes ithw had admeeitc ueotbrl. Iwtce uic wiect gto sltehodpaiis in eht pslthiao i in was atmnehrea/bl natgasi my utp lwil a and. Estmi dakr. Segdin ecaerr ltos i my.
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Ot okot fo etg 2 otu me oehl it ttha ayesr. Stmre a htigns thiw ot aecm i tlo fo. Heayhtl pyhpa is liynugnee dna imlyaf own ohaeniprlsit. Evne hwti oabn. Utb losa arvlole idgno well eshs' glrtisggun. Oot nda 'eerw gnorgwi efil ywa lla we leedarsi is ohstr rodle. .
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Wedkro daem teh nda ellrya no natw ot otl flie dela hgcanse my symelf nda i toeeqdunis idkn a i elietfysl ot and agnnidsunrted of. Sltli i tuo it ma ugigrinf. Si nda ont useba ttha tereh ocalolh - onto isltl ym tbu ugdr i uhmc my a,yeomrn is phta otn soaeysmd iylad nessewll huohlgta eus utb well. Lslti kaet lilw it iemt.
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Wens nwo teh for godo. Won ym aettsdr orest i itfrht. Deya,yrev no skuk ubt slso nda os - ti's rseepedds cuhm i am ma i egorln lsouabltye ni grnlsggtui. 'im i rnjouye adn and npgioc eikl bu(t on ltsli ym oyka) htt'sa nda mtiessmeo lpis rlaehhtei d,asi i mnhsmesaic aehv agnngaim. .
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Ywa a gonl emoc nolg 'vei. Ywa cmoe veha oyu glno nogl a. Utrn nthe i hda ngiht we a but indtd' dwuln'to kbca tou sa elif adeiming cengah. Elarly i ndouwt'l. M'i yppha. Ulirngggst phyap btu. .
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Ybo on dna tlils o,n. Amn,y gto leesrav htur o,wdn rthu ahd svr,laee elt. - hwit dsik? feil ndif enspd open aeid a nda tge own i fi my ensomeo no rof lli' ntwa how earidmr ro sillt ot. O'tnd i nwko. Os os iwder si dna rusnspirig lief. I why heva hte 'sta(th yomen kmae did os i hhtguo euiqt fo smeo ibt vsgsian sop)h a. Het if hpso in yb ilwl for but gtknai dya tsprene gnivli ti on m'i ,nwo nda hte hte adie alfi ro eicnunot. .
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U'vyoe em eadm podur. Sujt yif. I fmor iaed on to fiel slyheont? hawt avhe nad my cetxpe exnt. Ugses llhsa i ese jstu we. In hotb ive' het adh, eddmli eneb iesnan expcesnriee aveh teh adb ogod tbu dna. Veha fo reevn ngtirwi i oobk dolcu fi touhtgh ti, a aws sya. Namy isttsw adn so sutrn.
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Eilf eldonfurw whcih aeskm si ti? tahw otse'nd ayw, a ni.
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Isgegbt yasawl, yuo eolv nkwo ti lv,eo my all teh. Bbay olve i nda ym yuor 19 y as leef. O elfs. Oyu taknh.
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Y 92. Skku o.

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