Well hello

Peaceful right?

Dear Kukai, You'll be 20 next year. And old. But still with a kiddy face. Yes you were right about the boys, there's no one, except well B (no thanks). I cut my hair again, try growing it out will you? As of now, I just got on the team in Danceworx but what's the progress at present? Life isn't all that great at the moment, to be honest. I miss a lot of things and I want a lot of things. I get lonely, that's all. But I'm trying to be happy, I promise. I hope you're happier now, more than ever. And no pressure for getting into some ivy league for post grad, you do your thing. Smile more and go for events. I hope you do that. I know it gets tiring, but it's for your good. Oh by the way, what did you chose? Ad or Journo? I want to choose Ad but I'm not sure. I wonder when I'll ever have someone by my side. Like a boy. Or even a girl. And please, please don't tinder. It sucks. Trust me. You know it already. Dance well. Work hard. I believe in you. Over the past year, lot has changed. I wonder what all has changed now. Always shall love you. Oh and. Happy Birthday weirdo.

Epilogue

over 9 years later

Oh my baby.
So much has changed.

I chose Ad. Went on to become a graphic designer. Very successful one, even had my own design studio, working with international clients....

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Ptos ilfegen i coudtln' tub das. Fro a akrd i etrid ie,sd ni my to rseay vyer vsareel nad dakr etnw ecop, bste. Nda ni dcmteiea twhi suedba ceisdui ialcmhsolo lsfe larseev gusdr varslee tffero hda ap,sttemt na srirbpcede to obletur. Aws and uic gto a ietwc ilohstpa my i in ehnba/etmral wlli gtaasni etoaidlpihss in het twice put. Smeit kard. Eisndg arerce lost ym i.
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It to ohle uot aseyr 2 egt of em taht ktoo. Of iwht a ermst i to otl ngtshi emac. Adn is lyimaf ayhlhte own pyhap nirhseltoiap eyginluen. Enve nboa thwi. Also btu lreavol shs'e oidgn wlle ngrutilggs. All is oto and gngwoir e'wer we ayw life lodre rdisleae hstro. .
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Cgnaesh het no dan ntwa dkni fesylm lralye to tlo i tiylseefl netddnigrnasu ot my erdkwo and a of i and aled dtiequnoes elfi eamd. Tou ti ltlsi gguirnif am i. Utb ont oont ont stlli ubt llwe htta si i nsellsew chmu lyida ahpt aesub my my hlloaco adessymo rmeaoyn, eethr durg - thhalugo adn is seu. Eitm eakt ti llsit lliw.
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Orf own het nwes ogdo. Htirft my i seotr own teatrds. Ubt esspreedd sols os dan tgingslrug ma on gornle hcmu am i rayyed,ve ti's i in tellsoyuab kkus -. Y)kao no leik aehv lthaireeh hmcassnmie dan dan 'im spil i ipncog nujeyro ym u(bt meetmossi ,sida adn i tat'hs gmngaina itlsl. .
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Meoc lgno yaw ie'v a glno. Awy aevh cemo a ogln lgno uoy. Eilf gidainem i htign sa encahg indd't ntru ew ubt uot dha nwd'ulot a enht cbka. I nwdl'uto allyer. Im' aypph. Utb yppha grsgtinulg. .
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Ltsli nad ,on no boy. N,wod hda tog tel m,yna e,avelrs aevselr thur urth. Llits rrdiaem ednsp lil' noeeoms pneo ym how - i diea wnta now ot if dna or ihtw rfo on ?ksdi dnif a iefl tge. Ownk i 'tdon. Si dan ssriipgrun eidwr os feli os. Meka ps)ho a ibt fo idd emoyn utghho aevh hte msoe st(ath' yhw gnsavsi i i os iuteq. Yb and 'mi fi tonenicu soph rnetsep eth ,onw ayd the vnliig but ro hte agnitk lilw it fila on ieda ni ofr. .
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Eadm me dporu eyo'uv. Fiy usjt. I no idea ne?hsytol xcepet ot my nxet nad haev leif ofmr hawt. Ussge ew see i jtsu lalsh. Vhea the ni bad nepicexesre boht d,ha iensna doog nda utb iv'e bnee hte dilemd. Httghou rwtiing ti, revne fi of ahve i a udlco was koob sya. Dan stswit so amny srutn.
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A hwihc ,yaw ni is ti? tso'nde kasem thaw feil duewrlfon.
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O,elv ieggsbt uyo lla eht ti nkwo evol ,wyalsa ym. Feel baby and lvoe as 91 yuro i ym y. Fsle o. Ouy tnkah.
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29 y. O uskk.

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