Dear Future Natalie Dianne

This letter was written on August 17th, 2005. Jeff and I are in the midst of figuring out our messy relationship. Our lease is up at the end of September. Ed has asked me to come work with him in November, on the set of the new CwG movie. Mom and Bob just moved into their new home. My life is a wreck and I have no idea what I'm going to do with myself. I hope by the time this letter reaches me, I have decided and I hope I'm happy, or atleast on my way to being there. I wish I had some great advice to give myself. I wish I knew what to say that would seem profound. All I can say is, Natalie, this is your life. Right now. It doesn't wait, it doesn't hesitate for one second. Time is ticking as I write this, and one day you'll be dead. You only have now. Right now. So if you aren't happy, make some drastic changes. Don't wait for another email from yourself. I love you.