A letter from March 22nd, 2015

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I've been searching for a site like FutureMe and here I am! Ahn, where should I start? The things after having fallen in love with Wallace were difficult. Every fucking day I was there; thinking of him. But now I'm really fine. I decide to move on; with or without him. Well, I (or you?) made peace with Jackeline Krisna, the one I was brigade. Remember her? You two are still close together? Hope so. Wow, a lot of things happened from 2014 to 2015. I'm still talking to the guys in the Cabin 6, of the NDD last year. Man, I really love 'em! They're so lovely with me! So, I know this maybe sound stupid, but I told Jess about, y'know, Heinz. Yes, I did it! But I was afraid, do you believe in it? Because it's true. KKKKKK Oh yeah, I found ElectronicDesireGE because of Manusis. I really hope you continue watching him, because he's fucking awesome and I love him. Yeah, I'm kinda idiot, y'know KKKKK Remember PewDiePie? I stopped watch him. I don't know, but I get tired of him. He's sweet and cute, but I'm tired of his jokes and everything. Maybe I restart to watch him. Just maybe. After a strike, we finally started our classes. I was too emotional and excited. We meet again and I repress my desire to cry. It was a funny and cute day. I told you that me and Vanêssa Maiara are brigade? Yeah, we fight about a month or two ago. I was too tired to jokes. She just left me and Matt. Never came back so far. I'm really sad and mad with her. That day, I cried and almost blew my room. Don't like remember it. So, how is it going? Are you happy? I really hope so. Because all I want is to be happy (remember Pretty Hurts?). I just don't want tofall in love again. And, perhaps, this isn't carried out because of Guilherme. Yeah, that retarded from my class, 9º E. I think I like him. But not love. So, please, do this letter again. Send it to you in 2017. You'll see how things change over the years. Bye, Ella. Take care. Gabriela Braga, from 2015.

Epilogue

over 6 years later

Gosh, how much I've missed this dorky baby Ella lol
I'm so relieved my English improved because reading this after so many years HURTS MY SOUL!!!

First of all: girl,...

Eatfr a ourye' in uspr,sier fysrel,ou itnhk vcodersi ear htiw lvoe relaly neailsb dtupis yr'uoe yuo a floo bea,scue lyluf oyu gnaon to guys flla. Ot ahve tdo'n dhie you aeynrmo. Hvea to t'dno crsead eb so uyo thees fo efilnges. Aivd,l r'ueoy my aedr. Undof olpepe dad uyo on keil n'dto rlealy qer,ue su ghtohlau tonuc nad ibegn nac eo'uyv omm. Gto dnmi a gilsr igynrc atht elopep ov'uye oyu sluyer oaubt mazigna no hcurs 'ndto.
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Lsot oeplpe htiw ttccoan emoxcpl fmor of oru vou'ey hte lal. Oemr lywlain ,kjca uana,l on. . . Ltsil tghohu uyo a miss tmhe otl. Tmei crs"es"uh you eimt to adn ihcooldhd ewf mfro evry ca,usl ot oyb okn,w edos rmof uthr bereremm eno ti rouy of. Astl he ihs a uoyr okot liehw fro enamtl it daem a hatlhe tcpiam eary on lfie ughe adn. Tfrae eaid tath to nyam, oyu aemk peed aevh knew ot 'ceuvdol etipthars hdlo oury ,imh uoy ouy yuo seur ltlis wdno, etsb rhe on eht amny node nnytgiha eyasr tncacot etdri edptsie dvesa dltoc'un bu,t haev lgnsio. Yuo iaed asve ftgero hiws ton i on and drha 'odulevc enevyero told so eb ot i can tath hte uolfrsye yuo. Na'ct uoy iedfletyni.
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A 6 ,lwel yrameon inhgt ancbi tnis'. Ew otughf epeolp pilst dna pu. Epek rdha to t'is uoy ,emdia slilt on an oacsli uhgrtho yee utb rty temh. Uyo ttma os o,s much adn ssim sesj. !e!r!etghot the ewre ltils btes tyhe fo etbs rae dna.
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Lakan)aoz nt'do nowkn you pweide nennigeritta ahwct sa sin't as o(nw gedetorsceelreicni romneay dan. Eekp pu lto 'seh grsnetmia nda ouy an'ct a. S'it di,sv thawc lstil vrey sih btu nad ogistancl frotigncmo oyu.
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Ogen onoogoool nesas tmta rea and. Hdnasvie sen'ass erh sjut afert uyo taighlr tasl mite wtitert atmt wheil a dnoig ccedehk tub. Ot ktsla saalwy odgo loyu'l reymom thiw hvae et,mh nghit a s'ti seoth teal mrbeeemr.
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Tanw ti eewr iwhs to eifegnl taht eryv giacr trfea nad ni xd iulnt eire,glumh sngtih i mfro uoy ghniav noigd nwyyaa )aavdrlo,s kepe rttsdae dtrtase i y,bo owdn ltod usreserpd intgh byo itwh sgithn ot etwn litls khtin i ,elrta aigna a nda ouy atht( enht uyo fsta )nur!!! odog utb d'nto e,d(du tngaid lfal dolevuc' levo i alsuc. Anlilvi leik uyo all sih boekr a ,htat fetl teahr dna.
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Nhet ouy ltíieca tem.
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Efrptce asw tub like hse at eobkn,r that uoy sjut tmei. Owkr ltisl rhe a yuo uto bti inhtgs tub ithw eikl w'tno rehiet ehr. Ayawsl adn keep veai)l col'dtun lebga ruyo erh owh teats teh dan( ouy ftsir fgroave hes skis lwli of mmrerebe.
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Etrdats aaanry me teg byo, eevr dna 'tond itwh. Oll irfts lal hatt tpo aelr ddi fo no hse ussesi gvea was oury hes btu uyo dna oyu amn, tslil seh trtus ahrestt veol eirgrvecon mcteiotmnm eu'oyr and. A mmtctiemno hiwt eisuss and ,oyu xesl,dmauie surtt. Oll cuifkng agblahuel i'ts.
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Dan yuri cta ln!fy!)lia! aer ogt tirhg adn y,s(e ssi yruo a yrou nbbaaiin oyru lkacb nw,o eveyg,ithrn we sa sa n!!!oe lewl.
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Reutuf cakb asert in gto a i, het nda orf of vnieosr u,yo o,uy swa iogklno llfu of os em eoph dna ayh,pp hniwgsi egensi teuufr beetrt. Noe sya ltyur vl,oe i yppah im' acn i swhi yd,a. Tilnu nygtri peke ?yako our hne,t lest' stb,e.
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Rfo ouy bgeni yaaslw hntak terhe olerufsy for. Oglned yoe'uv how cmhu ouy tihang you you iwll y'uove hatt ervne ot erngnlai rtereg egon orf hgu gevi ylaasw ot mfro. Eimt thnka ton niggiv oyu htta pu rfo. Evol gba i ,oyu.
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Dna 'oyuer oynrveee tltl'ah edar orf ignamaz hts,i. Me up on ith tawn y@beysnirmaoo ot a,klt uoy on reev titewrt fi. Rsoit!se i oelv hnriasg.

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