A letter from March 22nd, 2015

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I've been searching for a site like FutureMe and here I am! Ahn, where should I start? The things after having fallen in love with Wallace were difficult. Every fucking day I was there; thinking of him. But now I'm really fine. I decide to move on; with or without him. Well, I (or you?) made peace with Jackeline Krisna, the one I was brigade. Remember her? You two are still close together? Hope so. Wow, a lot of things happened from 2014 to 2015. I'm still talking to the guys in the Cabin 6, of the NDD last year. Man, I really love 'em! They're so lovely with me! So, I know this maybe sound stupid, but I told Jess about, y'know, Heinz. Yes, I did it! But I was afraid, do you believe in it? Because it's true. KKKKKK Oh yeah, I found ElectronicDesireGE because of Manusis. I really hope you continue watching him, because he's fucking awesome and I love him. Yeah, I'm kinda idiot, y'know KKKKK Remember PewDiePie? I stopped watch him. I don't know, but I get tired of him. He's sweet and cute, but I'm tired of his jokes and everything. Maybe I restart to watch him. Just maybe. After a strike, we finally started our classes. I was too emotional and excited. We meet again and I repress my desire to cry. It was a funny and cute day. I told you that me and Vanêssa Maiara are brigade? Yeah, we fight about a month or two ago. I was too tired to jokes. She just left me and Matt. Never came back so far. I'm really sad and mad with her. That day, I cried and almost blew my room. Don't like remember it. So, how is it going? Are you happy? I really hope so. Because all I want is to be happy (remember Pretty Hurts?). I just don't want tofall in love again. And, perhaps, this isn't carried out because of Guilherme. Yeah, that retarded from my class, 9º E. I think I like him. But not love. So, please, do this letter again. Send it to you in 2017. You'll see how things change over the years. Bye, Ella. Take care. Gabriela Braga, from 2015.

Epilogue

over 6 years later

Gosh, how much I've missed this dorky baby Ella lol
I'm so relieved my English improved because reading this after so many years HURTS MY SOUL!!!

First of all: girl,...

Loof rea tdispu llyaer nithk drcvieos yuo veol rtafe ufyll s,esrrpiu lsbneia in a afll a ysug ,olfseury wiht r'oeuy you aognn ore'yu sucab,ee ot. Ot edhi vhae ouy eomanry o'ntd. Eenisgfl sheet fo be ehav seacrd yuo ot so t'ndo. Ym er'oyu edar aldi,v. Begni mmo us aoguhthl dad uoy eeqru, on oeppel raelly yvoeu' undfo and acn td'on keli ncotu. Uhcsr namgiza eyo'uv odn't grcyni mnid esruly got isglr a peopel uaobt uoy on ahtt.
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Peolpe coatcnt het tsol of ihtw lla emocplx fmor ovuey' ruo. On omre nwlylia c,kja ,unala. . . Ethm yuo a illts otl uothgh issm. Mfro mbeermre and yob iemt rfmo to fo reyv one uhrt u,acls miet ti ryuo nwko, ot efw yuo esod s"e"surhc dcholdhio. Uroy ryea a it eh his lwhei tasl lntmae orf gheu dna maed itpamc ktoo hlahte lfie no a. Suer yuro yuo ilstl un'ctdlo amyn to amke d'veoclu you sevda nmya, nwke her ot ,ondw pede ,mhi setb vahe ,but taerf ccotatn you htigyann syaer nosgil taht etatpsihr aedi rdite on the evah yuo editesp oldh edno. Eht thta ofsrelyu so on otn siwh hrda eadi ot ouy i i v'clodeu rogetf todl can vaes yuo eoneevyr dan be. Ouy 'anct iynfeeiltd.
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T'nis a nibac 6 ,llew oneaymr night. Nda up poelep ew pistl hougft. Tmhe on icasol uyo houhgtr yrt na ot eye eepk m,daei dahr listl t'si tbu. Miss cmuh so, so uyo matt nad ssje. Nad setb ear the siltl ebst of erew !etgrt!!hoe tehy.
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(onw dtn'o whact onknw sa rngieienttna as tecliirgrseeodcnee eiepdw ni'ts nda eryaomn ouy az)oankla. Pu ctan' uoy 'esh dan a peek tlo nastgmrei. Eyrv atchw tbu tciforomgn is't you tiansolcg and still ihs si,vd.
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Rae ogoonoloo ssean tamt oneg nad. Mtat miet ttirwte trefa hre hlwei rhigalt ginod ouy chckede a tbu aenhisdv seas'ns sjut alts. A twhi ogdo ltae ot h,met waalsy aehv loluy' ts'i lksat igtnh remoym mrrebeme shteo.
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Re,lat nhte fall i evol hsitgn i nhitg oyu ti tnew nstihg vyer epek ltisl asdrtte ghanvi !!!)run rfom awnt dx eilgfen tt(ah ianga i adn tath byo uintl tlod aeftr fats iwth a o'tnd oodg udrsspeer nigtad aicgr you tinhk dloa,s)rav oignd sulac i ewre ecdvuo'l b,oy swhi startde adn but ayanyw d,(eud lm,egrueih ot in nwdo ouy ot. A oerbk t,hat and retha keli flte ilnaliv yuo lal sih.
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Ehtn tem yuo aleítci.
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Bkn,reo etfcper wsa hes at tsju eitm utb taht klei uyo. Twhi ubt n'otw krwo gntsih lsilt eireht ibt uot ilke oyu erh rhe a. Tetsa adn kepe (dna egabl of her oudl'tcn e)vial het yuo rfeoagv ebmrmeer yslwaa issk hse royu lliw owh trifs.
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Thiw em ntod' ayaanr b,oy nda gte tstdare reve. You avge sritf ussies nm,a gorevrcnei asw seh pto voel no ictnomtemm eyo'ru esh ryuo nda elra seatrth uyo hatt lol utb idd of adn all trstu hes tslil. Oeticmtnmm ,oyu adn ssuise a hwti tturs easux,eilmd. Sit' hlebaugal gukfcni lol.
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Y)!li!naf!l ouyr sa iaabinbn ow,n a rae ryui otg well adn as kalbc cat iss nda sy,e( uoyr we enh,ytirveg uroy ghtir !on!e!.
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Hnisiwg urutef fo ogt in ppy,ah so cbka a olonkig lflu was fo esgnie trebte oyu, urfeut ,i oesnirv yo,u em the nad peoh rof etsar dna. Lruyt im' eno ays ,lvoe a,dy wihs i ahypp nca i. Ygtnir epek oru ?oyka tnh,e te,sb utlni lste'.
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Aawysl teehr gbnei ofr haknt olesufyr for uoy. Evenr yslawa much uyo rfo who igntah orfm to rreegt ilwl ahtt eovuy' yuo rielnang ugh oneg oengld ot iegv 'eouyv oyu. Pu gviign you ont tiem ttah tnahk ofr. Bag i o,yu lveo.
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Eyervneo nagizam dear for nda tal'lht i,hst yerou'. To @nmsieyaoybor no reve nwat on ouy em katl, eiwtrtt pu hit fi. Ros!siet evlo iarsngh i.

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