A letter from March 22nd, 2015

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I've been searching for a site like FutureMe and here I am! Ahn, where should I start? The things after having fallen in love with Wallace were difficult. Every fucking day I was there; thinking of him. But now I'm really fine. I decide to move on; with or without him. Well, I (or you?) made peace with Jackeline Krisna, the one I was brigade. Remember her? You two are still close together? Hope so. Wow, a lot of things happened from 2014 to 2015. I'm still talking to the guys in the Cabin 6, of the NDD last year. Man, I really love 'em! They're so lovely with me! So, I know this maybe sound stupid, but I told Jess about, y'know, Heinz. Yes, I did it! But I was afraid, do you believe in it? Because it's true. KKKKKK Oh yeah, I found ElectronicDesireGE because of Manusis. I really hope you continue watching him, because he's fucking awesome and I love him. Yeah, I'm kinda idiot, y'know KKKKK Remember PewDiePie? I stopped watch him. I don't know, but I get tired of him. He's sweet and cute, but I'm tired of his jokes and everything. Maybe I restart to watch him. Just maybe. After a strike, we finally started our classes. I was too emotional and excited. We meet again and I repress my desire to cry. It was a funny and cute day. I told you that me and Vanêssa Maiara are brigade? Yeah, we fight about a month or two ago. I was too tired to jokes. She just left me and Matt. Never came back so far. I'm really sad and mad with her. That day, I cried and almost blew my room. Don't like remember it. So, how is it going? Are you happy? I really hope so. Because all I want is to be happy (remember Pretty Hurts?). I just don't want tofall in love again. And, perhaps, this isn't carried out because of Guilherme. Yeah, that retarded from my class, 9º E. I think I like him. But not love. So, please, do this letter again. Send it to you in 2017. You'll see how things change over the years. Bye, Ella. Take care. Gabriela Braga, from 2015.

Epilogue

over 6 years later

Gosh, how much I've missed this dorky baby Ella lol
I'm so relieved my English improved because reading this after so many years HURTS MY SOUL!!!

First of all: girl,...

Neslabi freta a a vdcoirse euyro' oyu aer folo rylale e'yuor idpsut suyg oyu scbea,eu to ufyll in oelv s,suerpri tihw oangn flla urslf,eyo hntik. Evha uoy dhie yeronam to dnt'o. You vhea fo 'ntod arcdse so tseeh lgeiesfn be ot. Rade ym a,livd reo'yu. Ryalel egbni can lkei no adn omm uyo vyou'e loppee uofdn us td'on dad haulghot ,rquee cntuo. Yelrus aobtu crygni schur ouy got iaagmnz elpeop tod'n mdni on ahtt gsril euyov' a.
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Fo all oe'uvy cotncat uor tosl ppeloe iwth mleoxpc eth rofm. Ynwaill on rmoe ck,ja ,nlaau. . . Ohghtu olt you a meth imss litls. Mfor susher""c eermemrb w,onk adn dsoe boy ot ouy teim ohchdoild ot few miet cu,lsa rofm of rtuh yuro rvey neo ti. On ayre ookt rof iewlh a fiel a ehgu ryuo he tlaenm lthhea ltsa dema ti mictap dna his. Lohd aekm teh myna no tfrea erh syear aveh taht 'oveludc sietepd esur ginlos hatisretp to n,owd evads btu, m,ih wken nityahgn to oyu tbse edep eida listl ouy vhea uoy uyo a,nym iretd tudlcno' tcoctan node yuor. I dna 'dcolevu seolyurf dlto dahr ouy uyo so on nto ogtfre tath iade teh hswi cna eb nyoeerve i vesa ot. C'ant lidtyeienf uoy.
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Aoyenrm a 6 igtnh 'nsit e,wll bniac. Touhfg pu we and slitp eepopl. Slocai 'sti siltl but uyo an try eye on ot kepe mhte otghurh hrad m,daie. ,os much and sjes tmat issm uoy so. Eohr!!eg!tt nda lislt setb teh hyte sebt rwee fo ear.
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Cwath yuo aenmyro sa cgeolicenrrdeesiet st'ni ianenngetirt dan sa eidepw nnwko o(wn nlko)zaaa tn'do. Epke iansregtm olt a uyo 'ntac nda h'es pu. Eyvr dna sivd, roncfomtig osigtlacn btu uoy iltsl wathc his it's.
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Ooooonlgo seans adn mtta goen rae. Tmta ihlwe nvhisade rhe cdheekc a astl tub nass'se uoy jtus odgni temi hrlgait tittwer eafrt. ,mhet nhgit lyaswa mrmbeere hvea ll'you hsteo ot with kalts mmoyre a godo sit' etal.
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A htsngi hitnk rmof aniag nwdo ur,lmgieeh cirga tratsde dngiat eepk dan ou'levcd newt xd i i i i sualc yuo byo, ni gnielef )!ru!n! dnt'o yrev ouy it good evol lfla higsnt dngio antw taht ot rudpssere nad weer aht(t iganvh ybo atfs hitw itlun otdl yynwaa btu refat ighnt wsih d(de,u aet,rl hent tllsi ),vaosarld to tsdrate yuo. Lal a uoy heart ielk tfle dna ebokr hsi vlinlai t,aht.
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Then uoy tem iítcale.
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Rkebo,n trfecpe etmi was tub at tath ekli hse just oyu. Stlli rhe ubt n'otw hre ngthsi uto oyu hwti a keil korw ibt trhiee. Yoru oyu her ilwl of errmmeeb efrgaov c'undotl epek )lviea astet ylwaas ksis (and tsrfi ohw dna the hse blaeg.
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Em aarnya adn byo, teg tdarste ntdo' reve whit. Sssieu nad lol ergcvonier still anm, swa of no surtt memittncom htat she you all seh ahstret aelr otp uyo she nad utb evga lveo trfsi 'reoyu did oyur. A sseusi mxadseu,eli yuo, otimtmecmn dna hitw rtsut. Oll ts'i hagbellau kgfnicu.
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No!!e! adn aer ellw ouyr nda ai!n!!lly)f ,eys( higtr we a ryou otg ssi ruyo iniaabnb uriy ,inheegtyrv act as w,no as klbca.
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Ofr lufl em i, rnseoiv adn snihwig in dna ohep erfuut o,uy a so of eht abck hp,apy trase etfruu oy,u of gnloiok asw iseegn etertb ogt. Yppha im' olve, ay,d eno wihs i yas lryut nca i. 'lset oru ekep oaky? ilutn rgtyin nh,et seb,t.
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Yrelufso for eetrh uoy alayws ginbe orf hknta. 'vueyo woh eerrtg uoy antgih lywaas uhmc yeuov' orf ngedol vegi ot will that ugh uyo ealirnng enevr ouy form oneg ot. Nkaht uyo eitm htat not orf up iggnvi. O,uy gba i veol.
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Oeryu' ared vneoyere ,tsih lthalt' dna mingaaz for. No me erve triwtet tkal, you ot on fi thi atwn pu anbeysyrio@mo. Sanrhig i osi!stre vleo.

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