Is this hell?

Dear FutureMe, Right now you are extremely nauseous and wondering how you ever got yourself in such a situation. You wonder how anyone can handle this feeling for 3 months in hope that it will go away. And when this feeling ends... will it just be replaced with another discomfort that you will have to endure for the remaining 9 months. Most likely. People actually choose to do this! I know this sounds terrible but... it's how I feel. I DON'T FEEL WELL! And I haven't for weeks!