I hope he is still with you...

The date is the 29 of May 2013, about a week from your 22nd birthday. About six months ago you met the most amazing man, his name was Phil. You have dream't about marrying your previous boyfriends, but this one is different. You two are near on exactly alike on the inside (outwardly, you are both different, but you know what they say about chalk and cheese), you have the same hopes and dreams for the future, and your sexlife is incredible. He completely takes your breath away. Please hold out for this one, he is the real deal, promise me you won't do anything silly to ruin it for yourself. Be the best person you can be for him. Support him, love him and look after him. Embrace every part of his being. And more importantly, marry him and bear his children; no one in this life has treated you better. Yes he is a marine, yes he is away a lot. But think about when he can't be a marine any longer, think about the future you can have together. If he is out of your life, get him back, and never stop until you do. He is the one. If something terrible has happened by now, I am very very sorry. Words will not be able to describe the pain you must be feeling right now. Don't forget about yourself, however. Remember to stay healthy and forever happy. Go where you want to go, do what you want to do (but remember not to eat crap on the way, it will never ever make you happy). Lots of Love to you.... Lucy xxxxxxxxxx