do you have hope?

Peaceful right?

Dear futureme, I am breaking, the pain in my heart is destroying me again. I want to cry, but I can't. I'm so tired and I want to sleep but I feel like vomiting when I lie down. I want to destroy everything but I don't want to hurt anything. I know that I need to tell someone but I fear that they will laugh and say my pain is imagined, or worse... Future self, where did my hope go?

Epilogue

about 13 hours later

Oh my younger self,
I do have hope. So much...

In uhsc had ttha adh atht i ipna pohe ceno i vdlei rogettonf.
Anrldee self aynfill cmuh yoejn efm,syl iv'e biniggnen ma ma i ot obaut eth so nda ttha.
Afres rmeo onw ltnaienr tlils ma atnh era ym firdaa i but xetrlane.
I see ngoig i ifel full rae nac ofr itlt ot ym eeucdsc vhae ggnnieibn dna ttah aplsn ahtt.
Agani swa i ophe i come evyr aehv so ndfou hwere fra os morf i nda.
Gienb orf tshi reewh erew veabr lte etg me ouy ouy ehougn to far aktnh rfmo.

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