do you have hope?

Peaceful right?

Dear futureme, I am breaking, the pain in my heart is destroying me again. I want to cry, but I can't. I'm so tired and I want to sleep but I feel like vomiting when I lie down. I want to destroy everything but I don't want to hurt anything. I know that I need to tell someone but I fear that they will laugh and say my pain is imagined, or worse... Future self, where did my hope go?

Epilogue

about 13 hours later

Oh my younger self,
I do have hope. So much...

Adh dha toterognf cneo in eoph idelv htat i ucsh pani htta i.
Thta mchu adn ev'i ma yenjo fymel,s bnniegign am fles outab i the so nylifal lrenead ot.
Fsera lltis now ma tub are erom eeaxtnlr ym i aiardf rnteialn than.
Vhea my htat i ufll lief anc palns to dan ggnoi era ccuedse ttil i atth ees iggnnbeni rof.
I heva agian dnofu os os yver afr i swa ehwre hpoe fomr cemo dna i.
Oyu me ktahn tle rhewe rvabe ougneh thsi ouy afr rfo nebig omrf to ewer etg.

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