I'm trying this out

Dear FutureMe, I'm very annoyed, got my period today, very PMS. Confused about my job. Really really want to actually have a purpose in my life. I wanted to know what is it that I want to do exactly. Life just sux!@ I wanted to travel. I don't know whether my husband really wants to be my husband. I'm about to turn 23 in a week and 2 days ( I think, if I didn't miscount) and I'm still as lost as I can be. Okay.. so maybe I don't appriciate things that I've achieve in my life. But I reckon I would have been more happier if I'm actually good at SOMETHING or ANYTHING. And I don't get it why is it that I can't just be HAPPY... I want to achieve sooooooo much more and I feel like I'm not doing enough. But there are times where my body just do not want to do stuff anymore. I wish my life is a bit mor elike Sex and the City. At least I'm not fat. Very not happy. Where do I think I can go by working hard day in day our for other people. They will get their house and condo and mroe money, and I will still at the same place where I am before. Shit shit shit..... How the hell that those rich people do it? I bet it's mostly luck rather than brain or hard work. Just the righ people at the right moment and right things that is done.. and then ta daaaaaaaa..... becomes heaps of money. I bet I'm still lost next year when I received this emaill. Or maybe I won't receive this email coz this bloody website has gone bankrupt by the. Come on.. be positive be positive.