A letter from June 8th, 2025

Peaceful right?

hi, my love! how are you? we are still kinda anxious about the results of our ca achievement test, but we have alternative plans which makes days bearable.
june 4, 2025. i ended a beautiful connection that i had with tantan. he is by far the guy i most liked romantically, but i just feel like we are not.. or 'i' am not yet ready to establish a relationship like you knoww involving ****** activity; it scares the hell out of me. but aside from that, i reaaaally like him and made nice memories with him that i will forever cherish. making him a letter sa notes made me doubt if is it just infatuation, but one thing's clear, i must not yearn (not yet) for something i am yet incapable of handling. nevertheless, i am grateful to have known and held him and i am hoping that he'll soon have the life he talked about having. he made my prerev season endurable; he felt like a breath of fresh air.
oh but i just remembered. i thought last night na if i will pass this program on time, i think i will reach out to him and talk with our most honest selves, but if not, i will just pass. buuut i really don't know na right now. i will ask God soon.
uhmm this is like an impulsive letter hehe just wanna write u something time after time because wouldn't it feel heartwarming to receive a letter from your past self? :>
i shall end this with— pls pls keep going and work for the life that you are always praying for. better days ahead for angels like you— with God's providence! 💛

Epilogue

10 months later

hi! from 10 months ahead of you❤️‍🩹im sorry for writing just now when i am at my lowest. and never thought of reaching out when i achieved a lot.

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