A letter from March 27th, 2025

Peaceful right?

Hey bestie,
Guess who I'm writing to ask about? You got it! How did you know it was him?? Anyway, I'm assuming he's left for college which means one of a few things:

He said something to you over the summer and y'all have finallllyyyyy had an honest conversation about how you guys feel and how to move forward

He didn't say anything all summer but you guys hung out a lot and before he left you initiated the conversation about dating and stuff

You're heartbroken and alone 🥲

I talk about him with you all the time, but that's because I have all the questions and I hope you have all the answers. You're the only one who actually understands my thought processes and why I think and feel the way I do, and what I actually mean when I talk about him (cuz you are me). I just need you to tell me it's all gonna be okay. Is it gonna be okay? God's got this, right? I keep laying my worries at His feet all the time, but I keep picking them back up to worry about again and again, I really just need to give it to Him and leave it with Him.
hey, I love you. so hard things, do what scared you, and don't let your walls come back up. it's scary but in order to love you have to be willing to be vulnerable even if that includes the risk of being hurt again. God's got you, He's got me, and we're both gonna be just fine. it's just a boy! not the end of the world!
-scared, sad, and overdramatic as all heck
(also you're gonna be 20 in 20 days, how exciting!!)
oooo you should visit him for your bday, how cute would that be?

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Oh girl you’re gonna be okay I promise you!
He’s left for college yes, but how it went doesn’t really fit any of your three ideas. No...

Tylpen dha adn ogd ew ncontte in we rnnsci,taoeov nda dah is flee oeratnh ofr heav btu nitgiaw anvt’eh rtsdenndua atht htiw a this laelyr i em nda is reehw of ta wthi emit ti rpaipgnre orpupse are i dgo. Olt ungh a ew otu. Haah in tgdian eh otabu on!kw omg !gli!r!! tsanw ot eys mhcar, atkl rfom ew uoy ssya ated tey r’yuoe em tbu tdon’ eh fgroto ew’re a,irpl ddi ti i so aw,it lieiamgn ton. .
I lla nhat do mreo i evha veah ,aneswsr mseo ubt hte uyo oev,l ntd’o od. I ma efle on sit’ lehow i teg sthi onmhst tnrisge rulyt ubt reeh ogd ot ngith enatk ni yuo htta. Utb ltli oen we ugs…h nto awti two ogt oyu hatt earh. )hat adn tboh eairgnw istrtesawh d(an wihhc htrig fo shi won i’m. 😏.
Bcak yalign wdon dgo have eb emth tyr kyoa!! ehost st’i !t!ish ikcp up every sode epke temi to rworsei ouy akcb utjs lal onnga. Od eerisa you it teh emth teh lwli oeemcb i!m!!!h ot to ttah eivg emro.
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Velo i oto ,ehy yuo. Asw radh to be hm)…i giond( i hwti aveulrelnb i aedcrs ofr ,ihstng gtihm hits an awht ’im nda ay,s rnawse nthik kngoilo giebn ntseoci yisang.
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Ho letaecerb to ngiees my fro do’tn is lla you yrhabidt i wtan hmi ow,rry arlyillet. .
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In ghuhot and gso’d 😂 esrceu lap,n ltsil sa afe-s lla raateicmdrvo heck.

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