A letter from March 27th, 2025

Peaceful right?

Hey bestie,
Guess who I'm writing to ask about? You got it! How did you know it was him?? Anyway, I'm assuming he's left for college which means one of a few things:

He said something to you over the summer and y'all have finallllyyyyy had an honest conversation about how you guys feel and how to move forward

He didn't say anything all summer but you guys hung out a lot and before he left you initiated the conversation about dating and stuff

You're heartbroken and alone 🥲

I talk about him with you all the time, but that's because I have all the questions and I hope you have all the answers. You're the only one who actually understands my thought processes and why I think and feel the way I do, and what I actually mean when I talk about him (cuz you are me). I just need you to tell me it's all gonna be okay. Is it gonna be okay? God's got this, right? I keep laying my worries at His feet all the time, but I keep picking them back up to worry about again and again, I really just need to give it to Him and leave it with Him.
hey, I love you. so hard things, do what scared you, and don't let your walls come back up. it's scary but in order to love you have to be willing to be vulnerable even if that includes the risk of being hurt again. God's got you, He's got me, and we're both gonna be just fine. it's just a boy! not the end of the world!
-scared, sad, and overdramatic as all heck
(also you're gonna be 20 in 20 days, how exciting!!)
oooo you should visit him for your bday, how cute would that be?

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Oh girl you’re gonna be okay I promise you!
He’s left for college yes, but how it went doesn’t really fit any of your three ideas. No...

Ntvha’e that btu aelyrl or,sotnvceina pgarirpne gdo tonncte wrhee i evah itwh ew at wthi rof nad hroneta adn sdntnauder eouprsp ti a ngatiwi mtie i we is aer is nda hda me fo dgo htsi lefe in ltpeny dah. Lot nugh a ew tou. Ew in ti yuoer’ utb haah tead wia,t so morf nidgta !ilr!!!g you pirla, eyt to idd asys me kwo!n anstw ogorft i he gnieaiml e’wre ’dnot lkta eh omg atobu mhcra, eys not. .
Lal do i eth od nath dot’n nesa,wrs veah mreo ahve meos utb elv,o you i. Am to ni sinretg btu leowh that flee yultr i this no uyo gte here dgo ti’s sohntm i nhgit nekta. Twia we you ehar nto hatt eon utb otw ugs…h tlil ogt. Thstsaiewr htrig shi btoh aweigrn won hwhci (nad ath) and im’ fo. 😏.
!thsi! tusj kcab wrories is’t eahv mthe down ryeve gnano tseho bkac a!yo!k eb item cikp dgo dose uoy lal lyngia to ekpe up tyr. Lliw vieg sieear htme emcoeb eht oyu !mh!i!! ot rome ti eht taht to do.
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Oot ouy i olve y,he. Ot nogokil rnawse )…ihm cdsera egbni nralvelube otniecs hstin,g mgiht adhr na g(noid im’ asw i tawh i ,asy tnkhi nda whti this asgyin rfo eb.
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Rfo ihm ym ibahrdty nawt ot o’ndt is lla ryorw, ryltiaell i eelbaecrt you ho ieesng. .
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Sa pnal, ceurse gdso’ 😂 nad ehkc all ughtoh e-afs mertvraiacdo lilts ni.

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