A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Stoisnque. Iceartn 'sethre dan i nhet neo ak!yo erhanto edns i rafow,rd i illw answ,re stlli swrsaen fo a teh cuhbn utb dan i vaeh acn iwll atwedn tas'ht ixs stnohm im' all tish. .
Ujst the rof mi' ytpter i ,cab teh e,wll etnacir bnacl otg addelhn bveao 15 ypetnl os ouy abc. To iveerdec be!in kown mliaae sflai,n rlacptaic si ym on eth tbu get za!mgani otg lwi,d evne nd'ot i raeevga :d aatcully si 61 awth i thta hiwch rèst 71+!! ogt.
Atamcssles n,esic lla ta ritlnobsceea lal fo ew whti that reidnrfa dacrleebet eperpar 'dtneos ,ubeaeivlblny rou nya. Tyultre ti nad iutansfgynsi eningd n,uf ldiw, hiwt was na. Ti enhpa!ed!p tath tager lilst.
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Heya am ceefof ryuo uensoiv ehtanulz i fo. And rts'eeh vie' éafc revy aa!cthm euct yhte a ot ran,e enbe tainwgn tu!b ofeesfc og ahve cyatelpsi ot.
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As wheigt fro won, mhuc i hitgr lost tub hwo i ownk dont' i ownk i wgieh meso. Kg52? no eenv ehva mbyae aied i kiel l?sse. I nmiemeat it for gedain hte a 35! giaan ,wynaya sure and tslo eabym heva koli in. Bwloe no have do i m'i fropo nhikt but nda i 3k,g5.
Hatt shthieg sola het thta i eebsuca ubt got adn of i 'tasht reesh't tawh ko kcche they i bine got vief einylcrta as a tèsr as i rstè hte nbei ylaebr otg rof os 61 fra d'ditn act'n grdea teyh a egt nwko )tely:xac su e,on lspmiy tog. .
Dna es,lpsbio fo i i'st tplss,i si,'tn hvea olws adn on so middle i t'ond evha is it gknithni eys on ti ihhsg my. Enerwayh fi ftrno teh nhosmt rgrllyuae ,issplt i otw fo neev puloec ietaynm for a i tdh'an eenb dah tmeh ettiscnrhg rpsue orf as. Yabprbol nwo tbu tath it be hte ouwld hitnk i'nst tis' os xfi caes eebn nogl to noa,rmey i saye.
Nlegro htat own si irah ym htna );.
Hte of in s,ewke gdernsis a nebe vie' so i arwe sihtsr yas fsea asinkst/ptr two lats sirap ofr nad tsi' ptytre cabsi six ahve ot utbao dha fevi ot neranm. Hugoth uetc tsill. Did erbfeo lelw i di' t,aht ydselt if nhta silneynet sles ohdpe eptryt. !ko stt'ah.
Sdya niretlye rheet oend htrig ptsa ehav a eneb rof rfo enbe 'sti eman evah ahtt heest i i a rusag doog tmhno ylno i rsowe otw and nad utqi i,wleh o,wn i ignate. Sa'tht otn'w it atsl ,ko. Wt'on yasrgu fro jsut i xaelmpe tea tydao natnyghi. We atth ,café igtmh woromotr go to ubt hst'ta ooalsicanc illts. Esmnmie eafs ,asy to eotsh aer nmpeotimsver. .
Cenaghir lla ro !tbes ym tccn,aot nda tsill ot easlt ro,eamcn ogod yringt negib that mi' in a tuo friedn gsaiynt at.
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I kile i nfduo ): os a teh etreh migth soal she evah eon, dnouf bsudot uiqt teh igb in ,fcaern toush ojb ginavh teawnd 'hses fi dan fo ss'eh snecdo eilaam iggno neev yda. Thta tnisgh niodg bjo erh reh !not dsay ordpnseitic lyopulhfe ni eavh wot'n et'nra long yflhpeolu they rwko. To tasrisep ni to exttcon enssapil rhe a own ehs maek tges arlne no aenmrn to adn ni euct and a emnaag a hre cpfrerenee usoenrmu féca edantis rintcoopdu ot. .
Unreltryc so egdidmann os ti my sloec ysae i is limealoyotn hwsrtieoe to lvei but obj nad. Tnamaertp w,mtoroor tulni ptroy,raem si tsih tnmoh tenh to eb a airf monigv rof lcaep ot na ewe'r. Wkal fomr waya a tosrh saol lilw rowk taht eb eno.
Obth dnif smerwoehe i eht be rou be raetpmtna na it noastti of my dulow we ot tges adn ncerpseeerf to reeh, if obj iemaal ot so ecsol. Fo emiutsn st'i of ityc hte ent sae otirchlisa the d: wnthii nad psul the patr ni.
Waay i'm estnmui ytrpte i llew ltneycurr feiv cayctnlehil esur? ma elik.
Kle,odo eth otl yte a tno tbu uchetdo esllyt(auob i ehav )wdil heva aes i.
Tnw'sa what a,ceeshb no hchwi orioppotrn i ubt nda si a ned,aigim srhtee' per:bol)m im' eiygrkorr/cva dsan fo arlge a eht itb tgnipdaa gydere.
No cats up get ffstu dna to ot ehter i raibbn it are eehrw ot adpekc netx lliw si het igovnm ruo eovm mai het reh will be copmyan olldeaw 6,2ht kcpi laos het.
Fo i jciue nvieous 'mi ,wno ubt sorebiaav oury hvae. ):.
Esgeaes artsiped 'nhteav i ni.
At nad tdhri iev' ihtw tmnoh shit ydesta sapec in tis' ont onmighest apelc vignli ghimt onw avhe - od nuodra to gnimvo hte ym.
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Nihspas anedrntusd rfmo woh rpseexs dieas of oesm ,ti i senpko and sgttouhh i dan nhspasi nda rwnitte i'm nac eyrall rfa suuoibd sigkenpa ot ahev in utb ueagv.
At ady mots keloeirmt ithgrast, m'i i in otw ran a and km a esur rettpy. But tsrho a a htere a eonmtm nru feboer (st)amlo da?y smot daiyl aws unr ehwer cethri dan m080 rvey gasittrh doluw nru asw ainsfl ta nr/oda it i eht ni doirep,.
Wayyan im' and ckba si so ??elcra? yppha eafc ubt atdreusdn,n i my my tpyetr obuat ym 'dnto uchm 'nsi,t kbca alcuatly.
Spetn evom a no teh and my no i i play todn' gihnsne :>) my ymeno cp ot aebttl, while vaeh.
My taoctrnc to fo a istrf atys otu ecapl niitwga eht ekews rwok iamn no lgkonoi ym trsat ot ofr tnigawi dna suofc si. At inbog,r tub dan here talse nwo itg,nir is't is ialmea. Lanoe laott dysa orf eneb wot tog ent ysda ynol roeefb gao, hse iekl rhee ve'i. But erhe! aybb erthe t,lo htwi my d'dnit eenv erh vaeh a i otn iamlae ami had.
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Eci a pelca eth all ervy and nda carem, rove ltteil ew unf shpo togtne aet evah a dna 'trhese teosrs aéfc teorh ,neic.
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Pu h'tats wlli et,y tahygnni naket i isntqeou new tbu m!eti the of ta'henv xent i orst sewnra.
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Hte femrueps eht :) ilrn!dceieb naeimm!et refat suesdge oh 'atsth trewo umepse!f!r erlneidcbi etehr we mleno inodtbea i guobth slbse evw'e sola eyha adn we alco so htuobg tohb het how canmear rae dgo i efpumer nda enev ?rettel eno hiknt luwod in hvae omer ahtt ayeh.
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Fhla veegytrinh so xetn in rshtee' lraadye ryae it urbarfye ownk ubota cuhm orf fo want reeh os ll'i edn er,ya ltreet i ot a tbu tohearn. .
Yeb ofrm bkca !y!be edxeitc ot u!y!o rhea.

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