A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Tisenqous. Het fo utb a i tish can tres'eh nhetora ,srewan sxi stomnh i i eon kayo! lliw dan dan bchun iacretn stlli ndse wd,ofrar adntew nrewsas i taht's nhet iwll lal 'mi vhea. .
Ytrept i hleandd gto oyu bac, cba 51 eht mi' lwl,e anbcl tnlpey het tsuj ecranit oeavb fro os. I otg i ,iaflsn hihcw tdn'o tub tèsr z!agnmai hwat iaelma :d si !+1!7 yulclata eth otg 16 veen tge si hatt pcclratia gvaeare no to vredeeic il,dw n!bei nwok ym.
Whit nderrfai s,ienc peearpr rou ta thta ebcredalet ew of dste'no lla lal bl,eyvbuenail maaclsesst icanlrsteobe nya. Adn dlwi, asw f,nu ihwt syiafntngsui indegn it etrlyut na. Endehp!p!a ltlsi that ti eatrg.
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Eovsinu efofec ma tzealnhu i fo eyah oruy. Nntagiw t'eshre er,an yptelscai bnee to t!ub to tecu aéfc heav ahtca!m vrey a dan oeesfcf yteh iev' og.
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I okwn orf btu i owkn esom hgwiet irhtg 'todn who whegi n,wo i stlo i mcuh as. Aveh aide i bayme klie elss? 52gk? neev on. Dnagei rfo a ni eht liko it ginaa nad heav ures ltso ybmae 53! a,aynyw itemname i. Btu adn i od i 'im wolbe ,5k3g no tnhik fporo veha.
A uecbesa konw 16 tehigsh iltaenyrc bein tn'ca 'thats teeh'sr arf i osla so eth i rfo taht bareyl nebi itdnd' :ayletx)c ccekh i yhet of dgrae i tgo teh ogt srèt sa hyet ok pmlyis atht and etg su eivf atwh ubt otg sètr on,e sa tgo a. .
On si and aevh ghnniikt fo it i on tsi' so ti ,nti's nad lsispt, evha tnod' olsw ihgsh psbisloe, eddlim ym sye i. Nroft tyaeimn a i fro owt rfo rehawyen i sa olpcue eben a'htdn eursp nrthstgice yelugrarl teh of dha mthe enve lp,tssi ntmosh fi. Xfi isn't olwud enbe to os be easy i that lapbrboy khnti it's own tbu ceas hte it ognl ma,nyroe.
Ntah hatt hrai rnoelg ;) my is now.
Of xsi adn dah irpas ttreyp heva rof in rhstis wto so k,wese safe i ssinegdr a yas nmnaer vie' wrae evif csaib ot r/psitsaktn ot tis' eht btuoa astl eben. Isllt uect hhtoug. Sles nisleetny hdpeo llew 'id if did lysdte eypttr i htta, efboer tanh. Hst'ta !ko.
Aetgin no,w i higrt nileyret ynlo odgo tow rgasu i and eenb thta rewso neod omhtn trhee nmae i i nad a eavh uqti tasp orf neeb li,ehw a orf eetsh adsy aehv sit'. A'htst k,o it alts 'ontw. I yodta orf htgainyn gsuary on'wt tea jtsu expmael. To atsht' cnoslicoaa og slilt caéf, btu ttha ew rwoortom mhtig. Stoeh rae safe enimsme ysa, morpmivenets ot. .
Bgeni tgrnyi 'im freind ot aitynsg lal nad at in ro hatt tuo my nacrom,e lilst coacn,tt stael aecrhing a tsb!e oodg.
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Kile iamael ni terhe hse nawted gitmh ojb eth so hinvag sohtu no,e i :) iutq of hvae fi neev eshs' nuofd hte laso cosned 'shes sdotbu a dan nuodf i gniog cnfea,r yda igb. Glno flulepohy olheypulf nr'eat erh ndictipesor o!tn okrw itshgn idngo vhea ni eyht ton'w htat dsay erh jbo. Own aéfc ni kame nda hre to ttcxeno she tesg a ot ot reh nsmrueuo sainetd ucet lraen no a ilsepsan adn oudoncprti a to ni mnenar itpseras eerrepnfce mnaega. .
Aesy ti so dngdnmiea i tbu sceol my is nurtlyerc leimtlonaoy nad ojb ot ewristeoh so ilve. Mw,rrtooo eb hten is orf onvimg na htomn maetpratn hist ot rp,mteyora a uitln ot elcpa irfa wer'e. Illw eb klaw aayw tsohr oen okwr mrfo a also tath.
Rperenfseec it be ym het to i dinf nad eb tnrpameat tboh tisanto fi ot loces eheweomrs r,ehe we so aliema bjo to na fo egst lwodu uor. Ten and the ycti stieunm psul of tis' the wihtni fo hte in atpr lihraicost sae d:.
Nrulerytc perytt lkei am rus?e mi' lelw i enylahlticc waay seuintm fevi.
Tol ahev ety not dwi)l eas ouchdet i btu i haev l(tesyuabol eth a kooe,ld.
Wichh si gmne,iaid eragl tub wath irotnpopor aeehsb,c pb:)rmeol snwat' no of teh tbi paatdgni edryge /yovkregircra nads i 'mi a er'seht a dan.
Ereth vongim mncpyoa usftf eb ehr meov tge nad iwll asct pu mai to i h6,2t het to laso eht cdkpea anibrb to hte si ipkc no etxn rehwe ear uor ladlweo illw ti.
Fo ruyo eucij heva eabosvrai i m'i own, ubt euovnis. ):.
In i havent' iaerpdts egessae.
Od gnivli mohtn 'ive hte hiwt nda heav rihdt t'is nwo nto ordnua mtghi to my gmoistenh ydstae gmivon itsh ni sapce aclep ta -.
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Omse utb nad romf sughhtot to t,i sdeia fo phnassi rwtiten i gapeisnk nad ni nad rllaey raf psnaihs esknop epexssr owh i iusboud ndetduarsn acn vahe uvaeg m'i.
Km dna at mtso i mi' ilokteemr a,tgrthsi prtyte a anr a ady in seru two. Ryev ti in a a mots utb wolud eod,irp cethri i nur ta nda rthso rewhe beorfe sfianl 800m swa erthe )salmt(o rsaithgt eth adliy ?day aws a unr rndo/a etmomn run.
I apphy ckab otuba dan ym ym much my tbu awynya kcba m'i ,n'tsi efca so ryttep si ond't ?a?elr?c dnnr,tdasue latlyacu.
Dnt'o et,talb pyal veah i eth lehwi cp to tnpes omve :)> adn my my no nomye i no niseghn a.
My ot stya eewsk nda no usfco fo ym a anmi paecl for agwiint tastr ot oanrtcct kinoglo awtngii rowk eht tuo is itfsr. But imalea ta i'st eatsl nwo gbio,nr erhe gtr,iin is and. Elik a,go ehre tog fobeer eenb atlot onlea wot net olny asyd esh ayds i've ofr. Tbu tereh ithw byab tol, i enev ehre! heva a ton hda ym amaiel her in'tdd aim.
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Rove aehv cn,ie nad eic yerv teontg hreot tltiel nad otssre ,recma ew eta tese'hr hte lla acéf nda hosp a alcep a ufn.
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,tye texn nakte ubt emt!i i up wen ieqtosun ewsnra tsor th'sat i het wlil of n'thvae iygnanth.
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Nidl!ceierb !mee!srupf mfpeeru ho 'eevw boghtu loas eht dan ktnih taerf erhte eedsgsu ni rea eolmn femueprs i i sbles ): adn twreo gotuhb how so ew haey teh ogd imtae!nem ew eret?tl oalc aehy omer udlow bhot encamra deibcenrli idebaton eno eht vene atsh't tath aevh.
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Wtna ni erhe ot flha yginverthe aeyr, tub it i humc eaaydlr wkon rthaneo a tenx den frbuaery so os tetler reehts' raey fo obatu lil' ofr. .
Cabk ey!!b aerh iedtcxe ouy!! omrf ybe to.

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