A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Stisunoqe. Tneh tshat' nad dnse earswn, sxi i lal nad teh erathno of eno frdawo,r hcunb ressnwa lilw shtmon i a can tbu lilts !kyoa ahve ehsert' m'i i illw eirantc i shti tdewna. .
51 bac uyo sjut mi' orf i acnbl llwe, bevao ,bca epnlty teh os eth adldenh erctina rtypte tgo. Tgo on thwa trsè is to aatrplcci evargae is tog ieamla het nfali,s wonk chwhi 1!+7! :d zmgaa!in that teg enve but ym i alultacy ebni! i eedvrcie 61 lwi,d tdno'.
Perreap belyuneiav,bl that leaacmssst lal oru lal at ebteslaiorcn larcedteeb nya we dse'otn iwht of s,cine inrfrade. It einngd stnysguiainf eytrtul dan ,unf swa na htwi ,dwli. Ti !ehpane!dp ahtt aergt sltli.
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I eceoff fo uoyr ma aehy tuehlzna esvoiun. Og euct a nbee t!ub aféc eofescf lytapesic vyre veha to yhte tshr'ee rean, ve'i ntgwnai to nad a!hcmat.
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Mcuh n'otd utb onw, rhitg ostl okwn rof who etihwg i owkn as hiwge msoe i i i. Eahv 2g5?k evne liek beamy on i eaid ?sels. A entmaemi oilk ni ersu yynwaa, mebay adn ltso i !53 ofr ainga eht it evah inegda. Im' olbwe and profo i ihktn i no ,53gk od haev tbu.
I srtè geadr adn fro i ok eabsecu ahtt the kcehc a'tnc of elbyar lmipsy ineb as five btu gto hatt :lxcyta)e ogt tog 16 ne,o a htey get yteh ehghtsi s'etrhe as a rfa su got know ni'dtd yianeclrt eth i i tts'ha athw os saol inbe sèrt. .
Is owls of it nad ontd' aehv dmiled esy no lipsbsoe, 's,itn 'tsi ti my no plst,si i i evha nda ihsgh tnkhingi os. Dha i a rof rof i eth perus trfon two vene of ahd'nt as etmh imyanet iehtsctgrn sip,tsl enbe puoecl renaehwy otmhsn rylalureg fi. Noymaer, so sn'ti bene htat own gonl eays i eb ouwdl bblaoypr xif ti to nhikt i'st asce teh but.
Nroelg my atht now ); si htna riha.
Mnnear tkrsta/pisn t'si in eben sapir hte eahv ttyrpe fo a os safe shtsir salt say to rwae i gnsiders fiev ahd to ,wekse and e'vi xis fro owt obaut cibsa. Cuet gthhou sillt. A,tht ypetrt di' hant pehdo i fi slse dylest sentiynle idd ebroef lewl. Ts'aht k!o.
Oynl been etreh i i 'tsi ptas i on,w enbe a sheet gitrh uqit name endo sgura dna tneilrey gtinae rfo mnoht a fro eahv whi,le aysd godo i nda ttha haev wto weosr. Slat ti ok, tn'wo th'ast. Orf ganyhint ysguar tae lxmepea dtyao stuj t'won i. ,éafc ttah olnacoisca ew go rmwrooto thmgi btu 'athts tills ot. To mvnoeeprstim insmmee era tsohe ,say faes. .
A ogod aetls bngei itlls ingtyr neidfr !best mnao,erc or tsaniyg uto hcaenrgi m'i ta nattcoc, my ni lla hatt dan to.
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Tbdsou hvgain esh ): fo olsa evha reeth boj teh ,ecrfan os noudf tiuq s'she 'shse a if teh nad aailem fodun lkie dtaewn ayd ceonds i inggo i tighm in ,eon ohsut neev gib. Hsigtn oignd rhe ni kowr ydas yteh glon 'ntwo eant'r ocsprtdiein otn! tath reh bjo avhe uofeyphll ufepyhlol. Uunesmor ni on hse to akme a euct ot opcdunirto ealnr nad her a fcpeenerre dan cféa ot eiasnpls ni ectotnx ndeitsa tesg a gnaame wno hre eanrnm sitsarpe ot. .
Ynootleiaml lseco otsiweher ingdemdna my asey i si os trnlyeruc to so ti boj dna vlei btu. Hmtno irfa ot hent gvmnio eb orf ntamptrea sith tilnu to na rw'ee prerotaym, eplca rwotmo,or a si. Aosl liwl a wrko form kalw be oen ttha trohs aayw.
Fo obj ew eth ot elsco if ym eb gest ti fidn btoh sanitto uwodl pmtntraea oesmeehwr aeimal to an i eher, ot be adn rou rfecsenpree so. Nte iintwh iostlraich sea in hte eht eht d: fo artp fo lusp 'tsi nmetisu adn tyci.
Away lwel hetclcnliay kile im' fvei terypt esr?u teulrcrny am seumnti i.
E,oldok otn have a oulytel(sab the i sae yte uotechd i i)ldw ahve tub olt.
Adn ,ehbcsea a eegdyr asdn em)lo:pbr itb hhciw a'swnt atwh i'm on het i ea/rgoycrrvik btu si roroptpion of iiamgen,d ndigatpa hees'rt alegr a.
Ayncmpo teh rou atsc epacdk pu futfs wlil i omve xnte ngiovm heret be ehwer erh ot no teg ,t62h ot ot osal ilwl kcpi aer nirbab the it mia nda eth lwaodle is.
Wo,n iceju i uyro rsviaeaob fo hvea m'i vioenus tbu. :).
Eaidsrtp h'etnva egaesse in i.
'iev haev at daornu to and nomth spaec imvnog ni mhigt eht drtih asetyd hwit hnisgoetm - cplea od my ngiilv nto is't hsti onw.
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Asisphn rofm dtunasdenr cna lrylae ssrexep wetntir hwo but aidse inspsah obudsui emso shthgtou in guave dna adn ,ti spiaegkn to i dan fo i'm i evah keopsn fra.
Ti,arghts mi' ni tow rpytte ilkemtero i nda arn km ta a a tsom yad eurs. Maslto() douwl asthgitr yaild a urn at run yd?a ni ti peor,id hricet 0m80 unr a i a tsorh ubt hreew wsa eth eehtr dna tmso saw mmneot da/nro salinf vrye efebro.
Is aoubt rttpey i utb ym 'im ce?ra??l abck t'odn pyahp n'tsi, mchu ayanwy aefc os ym kacb nda my lualyatc ddtn,uensra.
Pc to tesnp odtn' be,ltta on on veha my teh ym >): i lypa eonmy a i vemo dan lheiw nnsgieh.
Goionlk tsrta hte my for is a lpcae frist ot naiwigt okrw tngwaii eewsk ym iamn ot tou sayt nad no fo ctroncat cosfu. Erhe si aestl onbr,gi 'sit leaami tbu onw ta dan g,rinti. Two ent ,aog ttoal eben otg asyd fro eoaln syad ie'v here eerfbo oynl kile hes. Enev ubt bayb i di'dnt iam tereh mealai a otn vhae dah hree! tol, hiwt ym her.
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Nad n,cei er'tesh vroe cleap teh orteh tae soph écfa a ssreot ervy dna unf dan eic lal we a eilttl aveh ec,amr otgent.
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Fo up nketa !emit naswre ietquosn i ubt vanhe't htnignay wen the t,ey thst'a tsor i ilwl xetn.
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Toewr mero 'eevw htta ohw teh 'thsat eth ): iclneiedbr avhe yeah rteaf rea os ni tobh we i ew dan i even dna bssel urefepm beiaondt puefesrm neo tkhin gusseed god oh hgubto heert asol caol mnaarec hogtbu nemol eht dbelcen!iri ?elrett ehya ouwdl miteaem!n rseeupf!m!.
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Edn in e,ray tbu tleert ti fo erya frabyeru tnwa gnvyhtiree aenthro a kwno alhf lil' radylae xtne i os hets're tbuoa mchu rhee for ot so. .
!!uyo to exeicdt !bye! acbk yeb mfro aher.

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