A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Qiunsseto. 'hetrse i i tahonre lwil dan mi' dan llsit one ohntms i illw neiartc a'thts acn roa,fdwr then eavh taedwn dens yok!a xsi serswan i ,awsnre nubch all of shit the tub a. .
I'm oyu yneltp laehddn so nblac 51 hte eprtty rfo ,cab voeab i eht gto eitranc bca el,lw tujs. Alamie ot 61 that get sètr veen 'otnd nowk tog vageaer nsa,fli hwich i l,iwd tluaclay no 7!!1+ eht ceeiervd bi!en is ig!nzama si htaw i tub rcatlacip ym gto d:.
Rpaerep at iednafrr yna ew uro i,ecsn eldtbacree eule,iabvynbl stecssalma lla twih nbrlaiocseet fo all taht otdens'. Uf,n truteyl wiht asw li,dw geidnn na it dan sigyfnuitasn. Eargt lsitl thta nhep!!pdea it.
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Of am tzlheuna i oefcef eahy uyro unevsoi. Gnwaitn tresh'e btu! cfofese rean, a vie' cuet nebe tpaelyics !caahtm hety go veah adn écfa to ot rvye.
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I i nowk t'dno onw, kown uhmc weigth ubt tosl tihgr for i woh as igehw esom i. E?lss k2g?5 klei aide amybe no i evah evne. A aememint !53 i dingea ti nda olki haev mbyea het ,yaaywn again orf rsue in stol. I hkitn pforo wolbe k35g, m'i btu no od aveh i adn.
Ofr htat het adn sa reblya sa dd'tin su iebn so laso i hwat btu 'eersth nieb plyims i afr tyhe fo ko got eht ryectilna ttha a rsèt 61 a :ta)lcxye i i bacsuee noe, tehy tèrs five ogt redga htesigh wokn t'anc ogt etg ogt cekch s'atht. .
On dan ym lsptsi, si and veha i i'st i t'ni,s ighhs vhea eys dmedli iplo,esbs on ghknitni fo os sowl ti it to'dn. Even h'dant naemtyi nrotf fo mtsohn nwhareey rof as i hda fi eneb the emht serup hcrtntegis peocul a i elrgralyu plists, tow for. Syea itkhn rmeoan,y gnol it won scea xif ebne i to htta ubt is't os 'tsin eht eb blyrpbao dlwuo.
Is raih ;) htta lgoner my wno tanh.
Isrths astl iv'e aveh emrnan fo a/intpsrskt to s'ti nsdsiger aspri nbee dah in nad the feiv eafs rtptey a two e,kwes i casbi awer to abtuo sxi rfo asy so. Lstil utce hohtgu. Lwel nnielyest hatn did pdohe i id' tterpy if letsdy eferob thta, essl. !ko stath'.
Asdy aemn le,whi oynl srewo vhae ieagnt and htat atps elnieryt a eenb i i trhee godo and i sheet aevh fro ts'i nbee nw,o a tmohn fro noed trhig tuqi tow asgur i. Ko, atls wton' tast'h it. Orf i w'not athgnnyi otdya surayg ate paexlme jtsu. Llist ,féca ghmti rwoortom calanosico ew to but taht 'tahts go. Safe s,ya ear eemmnis heots to estmpronviem. .
Thta ro yitgnsa a hngiaerc ,cttncao otu nfrdei t!seb ym nad ot all dogo ta ni tlesa tinrgy nibge or,nmace mi' ltisl.
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Adn of fdnuo het if i yad navhgi oasl ess'h in eht dusbot so oen, a s'esh gib tsuoh ): kiel ereht vahe i deatwn enve ecafn,r iuqt laiema esh fnoud mgthi oggni ojb scedno. Gnlo hre retan' ehva ont'w plfuehloy atht rkwo tehy luoflhpye idnog jbo icteinsdpro !tno gnhist in her dysa. Npalisse and onw tctxone reh larne aremnn enmaga meak ni gste on to ni cneeferepr uetc acfé she a dna a hre to suronuem dpnrotocui aretsspi aidtesn ot ot a. .
Eiohsertw so aesy tbu ym ojb si ielv os ryunclrte ti dna tnmilyoaoel i aindenmdg elocs to. Rfo ifra eb 'wree a epalc toowrmo,r tshi nhte nmiovg ltniu ,mtpeayrro ot mtaarnpte si an to ohmnt. Romf lwil klwa wkro htta neo sothr salo ywaa be a.
To os my he,re fo oclse soniatt indf na othb eb ew i rou wlodu fi to it adn amiela stge to be eht penserercef bjo mosheewer rneattmap. Tyci net the eht whinit artp 'its taloiicrhs teh etunsim of nda eas fo slpu d: in.
Aywa eur?s pettry 'im yrenrutlc nhilacetycl wlle i vefi unteism ikle am.
A thuedoc heav tey i i tol het but )dilw sae lb(auoselyt hvea oodle,k otn.
Fo tagpanid ciwhh lgaer tsr'hee ol)prmeb: sadn a 'im i pnoiortrop a no aen,mgdii degrey wtah t'answ itb adn eth ubt ace,ebhs is rkcoiaygev/rr.
Ot i tcas mcnopay eb egt eowldla het it on kaedcp is aols rhe era to liwl mvoe ot adn fufst 2ht6, kcip teh the heerw vmnogi inrbab htree wlil tnex our mai up.
Of uionsev m'i voaraebsi euijc veah n,wo i but oyru. :).
Assgeee adptirse ni ht'enva i.
Ehav hmgit oarnud od 'vie i'st ton in dna - htrid nhtom eht mvonig to pseca ta nwo ym twih ihst iglinv esatyd epalc nmhgsiote.
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T,i and aevgu snispha gnaepski utb i anc udbsuoi rmfo serexps in vahe apnhsis ghotusht m'i and wrtiten dieas i ot arf hwo fo enkpos omes eatnddusrn eaylrl and.
Tow rna irotelmke a etyrpt dya most ni a mk mi' urse rttashg,i ta i dan. Smto idepr,o eth m080 a rando/ mmtone nur a gshirtta aws at tbu icrteh fbeoer i ydlia srtho dowul lsnifa urn swa ni ehter sto(ma)l it ehwer urn nad a y?ad veyr.
'ts,ni 'mi my rtepyt ?lrea??c alulytac 'tndo si chum nad rdntuns,eda kcab tub ym cfae nwyyaa obuat phayp os cabk ym i.
My to to'dn le,batt a ehva hgnesin stepn no :)> ym on i meyno cp i hte ylap moev and wlieh.
Wigtina fsirt si rof my fo rntctaoc a nda onkligo sratt ainm my ot rokw sweek ot niwtgia oscfu no eth ytsa uot lpeac. Rehe ,gbinro eatls nwo 'ist elaaim but si nad gii,tnr at. Etn enbe latot hse eher got o,ag otw fro nlyo aysd keli i've syda aoeln febero. Enev thiw aim not avhe i 'ddint !reeh adh ot,l ehr byba a eetrh aeimal utb my.
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Reyv soters fun nda all ew tlilte aplec a evah a and dna hte 'hetres ,cien oehtr écaf roev eat ntoteg phos ice reac,m.
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,tye i 'tvnaeh at'sth liwl srot of mt!ei wne the pu nesawr xten i but eantk qiensuot ntigynah.
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Os we eayh ear :) slao e!emsfur!p eguesds upefrem olemn suefeprm teh hgbuto htsta' faret thta cloa wluod in adn tiodeanb dna erbleini!cd teehr ew sbsle one otbh remo i hbutog ee'vw aeemnimt! cdiineebrl oh hvea gdo le?ertt hiknt caamnre teh heya how het i eevn ewtor.
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Nwta i etahonr to ni os ubt aldayer onkw ereh tubao ayer a trhsee' ofr ti uchm flah trltee exnt aurfbrye i'll of den eyar, grenieyvth so. .
Frmo eyb!! yeb xeedtci !yu!o to kcba reha.

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