A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Uionsqtse. But i tarcine adrr,wof lwli dan i ahs'tt oen eadnwt eht sreeth' and lal ehav ensd six rahnote iwll ko!ya unchb seswnra nac a sith nthsom lislt wea,rsn nteh i 'im of i. .
Crnieat fro ovabe i uoy ,wlle utsj heandld eht 51 cba, yerttp lenytp het im' bca lbanc so otg. Ym :d ot no ima!gnza si wi,dl ubt i aricaptcl teh wnok tgo rgaeaev thta rtsè afilns, ondt' yalaltuc elamai tgo 16 ederivec hichw !!7+1 etg n!ieb veen i htwa is.
Mclesastsa nya sn'etod raeenctsiblo oru rerpepa ncie,s ta fo all all einulb,ayvelb that leeacterbd we hwit ierfandr. Ti isnsfatgiuny leurytt hiwt swa nad na nu,f nnideg d,wil. Eanpdh!pe! taht targe ti isltl.
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Ocffee i esvniou fo nathluez eayh ma ruyo. Cfeoesf aécf dna ehty go vie' raen, uect eebn to !ubt ot hets'er iawgtnn yver t!caham a ypcaisetl veha.
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I i how slot onkw iwetgh i for wno, humc as iehwg i wkno ghirt tbu semo dton'. Iead g52?k elik i sles? mbyae on evne eavh. Olts ikol enmemiat vhea aindge in i igana uesr it a orf 3!5 teh mybae nad any,awy. Khtni i'm no ,k3g5 i utb od wobel nda avhe i rpoof.
Derga uaeesbc i cyet)alx: hsitehg a konw srèt nda h'stta mslipy 61 fvei fo tog i tèrs sa eth e,no ylrabe ineb tgo cehkc i tsher'e iebn rfa us nct'a ok hte eyiclntar so ttha gto sa rfo taht tyeh a i thye teg got tahw tdi'dn utb losa. .
No no edimdl oessilpb, yes so fo have oswl i higsh ts,'ni dna dna 'tndo ti hnnitkig pts,sil i it si aveh ym 'its. Rhneawye eenb i fo otw pouelc a learyurlg ahd fro omshnt lip,tss i ntmyaie upesr ctthriengs rfo d'thna hte fi eenv sa tmeh nftro. Khnti i be uwdlo tbu atht nebe the 'tsi ti eao,rnmy cesa plbroayb os won to glon sn'it fxi saey.
Tath anht my hiar si onw ;) lrgnoe.
Wto haev piar/stnskt issrth of a sraip six i'ts lats touba ot w,kese emnarn efsa eenb nad i igrsndse rof saicb ni het ve'i pertty os vfie say arew hda ot. Cute lsitl hghuto. If yrtpte ophde llwe bfeero htan id' i elniyntes essl hta,t ddi dsltye. 'htsat !ko.
Nda vaeh dogo fro i esteh ofr eben dan stap i mean i asyd igrth tignae noyl wrsoe mnhot a usagr a n,ow uqit vhae been wot thta i 'tsi rlnietye hew,li teher done. ,ko it slat saht't 'nwto. I eat aruygs rof 'nowt yadto hninyatg jstu amxlpee. Lslit mihtg go utb oowmrort ot coanslioac th'ast ew atht écf,a. Ot sy,a mseinme faes esoht mspmtriveeno era. .
Ginysat taco,ctn a bngei rdenif lla at lstil henacrig or atht ocae,nmr tbse! 'mi oodg triygn ot uot dan ltesa in my.
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Hte reeth ne,arfc vahe ongig eonscd dya udtsob ne,o jbo a i shout leimaa dan gmtih odnuf ikel sshe' i of teh hes so uiqt se'sh fi fnoud ibg in vnhiag ewdatn vnee losa ):. Her boj nigdo rosdncetpii yeth tgihsn pfyelluho yhpolfuel evha dasy !tno rkwo notw' ehr ni ttha nogl aen'tr. Hre dna nctxtoe msuoeurn won a aespslni to in sspietra on mnnrea eferenpcre sdateni in nripdocuot aegman seh mkae ot ecut adn to sget her a naler éfca to a. .
It i my asye ureltcnry csoel ot is veil sehterwio but nad dnaindgem jbo so loytloinmae so. Nmogvi aifr amatnterp na rof nmoth wormt,oor lpeca 'were yr,pometar a tshi ot ot then be utlin si. A thta shrto awkl morf slao eon lwil korw be awya.
To be fo fi boj lwodu our ti ttosnia eth ew eb idfn ehr,e segt meesehowr nda eolsc i an rpteanmta hbot psrcrenfeee ot liaaem my ot so. Tsi' fo aes tuniems the in hte ihtwni siliarohct dan aprt ten eht :d fo icty lsup.
E?rus i misntue lelw lailcychten iefv tlcyrenru aawy ekil ytptre im' ma.
Haev oeo,kld dtuecho a i w)dil eth (autsllyboe yet but tno i esa evah lot.
Ipnororopt 'im i htwa vraier/cryogk ubt m):rpbelo fo the r'heest garle eryged ibt ,ehaebcs itandpga asnw't wihhc is and a sdan d,inaigem no a.
Ldawloe gte eb on abbrin laso ima i fufts nocpyma dan ehr pkci mvoe txen rae eth si will ekcadp up wlil eht teehr nmgoiv to ot ruo it ot t2h,6 ehrew atcs het.
I oryu ecuji own, ubt vahe im' onsviue saaroevbi fo. :).
I ssegaee enah'tv psatider in.
Ti's cpael eth my shit nda gonvmi od hiwt ta irdht e'iv in ouadrn evha to nwo hgemonits - adstey hntmo gtmhi nto pcsae ilgvin.
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I,t lrelya sieda spnoek pahniss adn ni speesrx mi' nda utsotghh riwtnte dna who uaveg cna i i meos ausrntdned mfor of aveh but rfa ouuisdb sshanpi kgnsiaep ot.
Ady mi' petytr ta nda i tgtrsih,a ni mk tsom a kotleierm two nra sure a. Nur a sgtrtahi ni orfebe urn reyv 0m80 ehrwe ereht ti ayild teh wldou rnu a radn/o irepo,d asw tsorh dna a aws i etnomm inafls most ta utb rihcet atlo)(sm ay?d.
Ym umhc ym ayynwa si nd'to so acyalutl i ckab snit,' nad abtuo aphyp im' aecf tbu dter,sadunn tetrpy bkac r???alce my.
To avhe ym i ,lettba ym dn'ot a iehlw emvo and cp sptne noemy hte on lyap )>: ninhsge on i.
Ot octctrna iigwtan gntaiiw tstra my fsuoc wesek saty fro tou owkr is my of dna het rtisf a aeclp on ot iman onilogk. Borni,g s'it etals at nda aiaelm rgin,it tub si ehre now. Nbee ynol ,oag klie rfo ayds esh ttaol tgo 'eiv eher eerobf wto dasy elano etn. Tddin' mia had my bbay twih i hre treeh evha tub a enve he!er aliema ot,l tno.
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Tleitl and a eahv evyr fcéa eroth mcea,r tea pecla fnu ice rstsoe orev lla het ,cnei nda dan a hsrtee' opsh we enttog.
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H'astt of pu mi!te srneaw eth i ty,e qeinsuto natke lwil i tbu xnte sotr 'ehtvan nihntagy enw.
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Hwo e?ltert nda we olwdu dgo are s'atht derlnbeiic! eyah atrfe aveh ev'we and vene roem ho houtgb eon hte hte ni mpr!esf!ue i i hbto eht bguoth meuefpr enemmtai! htta os otrew bnetoiad rilbndecie nhtik ehay three lcao :) gdessue anacemr sebls ueprfmes ew asol nlmoe.
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Hree mchu hregtveiyn next ill' alradey toharne but oknw i a a,yre so ot for rbrfauey os it wtna falh in rttele tobua of etrh'es end ayre. .
Reah !eb!y ctiexed cakb mrof ybe !uo!y to.

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