A letter from Nov 20, 2024

Dear Future Me, I hope you are doing better than I am. Now I feel like I'm a failure. I cry because of everything. The layout for the OPC is not working out. At first, I had no ideas, then it turned out that 3D printing would not be able to translate my ideas into reality. I feel that everyone can do something, except me, that I am the only one who can't. I had a fight with my mom because of this. Please write another letter to us, let it become a tradition. If possible, go to a psychologist/psychotherapist. I need help in this regard. I don't know how many times during this evening I asked to die, said that I hate my life and myself... a lot. I need your help, I'm begging you.