A letter from November 18th, 2024

Dear FutureMe,
It's the first day of the new year, have you moved on? I still can't process it hahaha. I was the one who ended it, tas lakas ng pag iyak ko ahahhaha. Pero I really think na tama lang yon. Kasi I feel like we're just counting the days, we already saw it coming. But still haha, hindi pa rin maalis yung mga what ifs sa utak ko. What if kaya pa naman pala namin ayusin? What if we just needed some time away from each other to think it through and we could have lowered our pride? Tangina sising sisi ako. I really love her so much. And then sabi niya pa na she hopes maging friends kami in the future, does she really think that's possible?? I mean, I love her, I did all my first's with her, and then we'll just end up as friends? Funny. I don't think I can see myself with someone after this. I feel like I can't take another risk.