A letter from Oct 21, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, It is the fivth day of your new life. How is it going? Do you feel much better？ I totalluy understand how you feel and it's normal. Because the changes are big and powerful. You felt frustrated about the landlord's attitude, you felt sorry and regret for not providing yourself a better house to live in. You felt helpless and lack of family's care. But acctually, the only thing changed is the environment. Your parents havn't change, but my thought of them have a big change. The point is that I still sad and can not accept the truth (them ignored me,and have been unsupportive)

Epilogue

3 days later

I feel smoothly fit in this new place. Though it was old/dirty/small in my families'...

Wiev. .
Htat agld twhi oorp iltsl at mnrvneetino aubto esae lfah i nwe rosrwo ot was ees btu cmhu o,rom thsi lhaf tihs. Qaieltuy eth i hoseu nclcuouniyo nad flie my now ma sa -ne--cis kema. .
Ot a ielv sheou evah rteteb so uodwl ood to g in em for ti mhuc be. A huoes ifel retetb i evli anc elnefig ma nyol eilk srvedee ot /weatrgen in em kaem. . . . .
Ese. Si eyse me ni my ihts.
Sryea nsee ta i eben psat 25 teh not swa. Mlysef ptra eht a tlamirae i fo sa ees utfsf all os. Toschs/soele wlfooomeocla//rrsl/lo.
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Rtahen ihtgr, noeg, neo ceom.
To geeievnt lefi toabu ym i know i atth netd ma be. Puporsst my fml,eiias of hte eareg struopp i ciesn etpysmacle/mnooa/neni ot ehav swa so. . . Btu nac emht veha not. .