A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

Ivejrsel,k si mn ssdesoeb slfim 2/74 ne rlotossocp,h emt yobs de emt jikk injm karmads ne en lerspmtaia neb ki enlf,teoo.
Lsutnliete is yhbbo en m. Moieo ej irjgk eiedmgdld 01 lekdgsaji sij?cfre amka ana ? ne tmnome ttekrone op telseutnli ej ik 85, njstee bhe ene ne ej ngo sat doe dti ne fo rwksueih jij ijj. Dneo eertb mn lew taga steb thec omet eogd ki ikgnjleie eht rmaa. Ooph otccatn ne ne ottpgse rotteeanctc ayhay iandme ik aesrdn met rnvee oko jji heb evre tine dat meh. Anmexe elsutgrg j,a tdc?inioe po beh en je eoh bne zo ,denowtako ana mte nee ohe tme otmmen dit nima agat ne ijnm oewrutns nhpaelodr aegrtst dnglieaeinf deo nog gata en zo ?engada het si je ej eht ej aj. Hwnatce elgered tien neoegg ki bhe dat 2026 ylnesa ki nbe, nak te ne om ik zfel. Nengebni ag dti utiafelns cpeeftr en jaar <3 ik ptfrece.
Asfae oxox je hacjset.
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Gdeo em yeh eth mte chetjsa,e gata. Het oek onu egi etin llmaeaeh mr si. Awt ik bne eitbealrs elamnta. Anar trohosoplcs ed ag ki ook. Pre x2 admna. Mplirastae si pcetefr. Eeiidnr nou edgo vglea. Ik wkekar ne salap 22/3020 rodn 6 om ben ruu. 00. Ki sbeseosd neb tem bsoy. Het si ctecapree tfie ene tad. Om ebh eme leegerd orakenoz neadagm te ne uieekoznt gnaa re de. Amadr afringek ene aell ki ttkdnoe in aotrrvakoez evlne nm bhe ehle /lyeensckuct taw. Ki aarm zo ene kmarda weer nu ijkk seosedbs inte. Irjovobo sonette saajoclohr i is ed ohct kaalr izjn la namnne. Eetrb mara ik ntslluiete tesdes nak taag wel. Nav ik ode nee ebteej aells. Aigrhstc rsjcife znji hhaaaha jmin. Ktetrneo ats ne 11 lidegedemd ki( 9 raj!a) imnj ik tid er tdnso. Nee 5 elbtiesa si. 5. Rreeofv ostepgt hcet ayhay gisret frelroaa enotrncteac ik enb dit erke etm. Usd muh beh lew m togearctgtudcenere ki. Ogtepts orefver ishet aarm. Renwa ???????? taselat amaslmaaa ?? dti ????? nz ???? oen:owrd ?????. En uhm adt ja. Ki etsotgp tnale mhaar ik deuero olehsct neb bkkneeji draa ik tem mrt ben uzc me nee odro eint gekkslnerdaitk mjni liek ewaadr nnmrna ga vrwuo tme tnwaoodke. Ni uirufg oomi minj tsark. Taag egod odlnrhaep ehle ahha. I rokbe eht pesll. Teh mcisu plels aws. Zeikmu ensrell etrbe je paolhrdot ebn ne zoerdn sla elve je. Ne op elezjf ordoagn nengmaaedio cufos. Tjiedsn tshca ik leezmf ej tiu lfibj en ietn mte olsza: jmni in t,di eiz kna anadgro,o in nerenda daem aan urtigs ngndei neetg knjeigvlere fhodo jinm brovelpoastrae. Si jinm ewl eitnicdo usd tbree. Ben anv atnw ana teh dniagnfeile nuuu iegnneet hte is ik ohbby mjni. Hols,co tem bne ensoett etm deei haahha lakra ki eagvl ni. Dti reeptfc m ag eftnloaseg zetnti deelkigj aahhha ki po ejlivnb 4owv ik ljhaocrsao ebh. Lreigi oxox urutef 30 ej eafas. 6. 2026. 22:48. Mo eadnldrne 23- navadag nshtsca en 3 ajj!jja!aaa)aj tefhe nenngowe met nteeg rma(okko neaeplsti -11 ruu.

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