A letter from Sep 13, 2024

Dear FutureMe, how are you? That was my question I asked myself back from I think last november. My answer now is I'm doing good but I think I'm a little scared. I'm 16 now and we all know I overthink everything. But I think I'm just scared of getting older and becoming an adult and stuff like that. And it's not like the idea of getting older cuz I love the idea of getting older I never take that for granted. But it's just the idea of having to do things on my own and like having adult consequences. It's not like I'm going to do anything intentionally wrong it's just that's my first time being an adult so I feel like I'm a little scared about that. I'm just trying to figure things out. Yeah I think I'm just a little scared about my future. Because of the job I want to have doesn't seem to be a good enough job to make a living off of and I want to move eventually. And I think all of my plans I feel like are kind of all crumbling in front of me. But I think I'm just overthinking it and I think what I'm going to do is just take it one step at a time. Like apple and onions I take it one step at a time and you'll find your way. Anyways how are you I hope you are well I hope you figured something out here. Maybe a little less scared of your future. I hope you're well I hope the cats are well. Questions I have, did we fully change our pronouns and do we know our *********. Cuz like right now I say I'm like a lesbian or queer. Gender that one's like up in the air right now right now I just put like she there but I don't have like a set label and I don't think I will for that one at least. But my ********* that one's been like in the back of my head but like it's been flickering a little. And it's those gosh darn gender fluid and non-binary people. Some of them are actually so hot. But like that's why I think I also just use the term queer because like I'm a date whoever I find like attractive if that makes sense like I know I like masculinity and like women. But I don't like men. I just kind of find a masculinity in women or non-binary people kind of attractive. So I think I just think I date whoever I want to date. Maybe you have figured that out already. My kind of regards me!