A letter from August 18th, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe,
hey! I'm here again.funny right i have a multiple message for you. well lets start the crap haha! i mean drama today is August 18 its my second interview and i got rejected again.yeah i dont know, i did my best tho. and i dont want to feel this pain of having disappointment. i want to bury the feeling of being reject like how i used too and just go with the flow, but the pain won't leave me especially knowing that i dont have anyone who can i talk. I'm scared to have another job another people to work with and another place to stay. i know i can since i did it before but i guess fear will always there after all its a test. its a test that i have to fight for, yes i will, ill do my best to fight for this fear so when the day you read this you'll know that i did my best. i wont let you down self no one is here and there to fight for you so i have to we have to. just remember that everything happened is for a reason Allah gave us test to figure our own self and to fight alone whatever happened don't lose hope to Allah and his plan he is the only one that here for you no one else. now go and rock that life you have LOVE YEH🧡

TO. SELF

FROM. YOUR LOVE SELF

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hey! I did it. We did it. J mean im still here...

In 0mh1ntso nmea kautiw i llits e?es im tub i teh wtna to ,yppah ese ltera. Dna syla,auinsha oamhd diks clplaesiy. Ishgtn faert i reeh cdrei u’yove theos otn ostnrg ahtt dha sltil urey’o that so yas cna is lla adb gdinants. I ym wish ti aihahnalls lliw by ools rhuma hte faret adn wya rnut wrotmoro si doog. Lal slesdeb istvi iowmds ript all os lyitgham i eht ot kthni to fo anidma alhal yellar appnehd nda nliylaf shti hte rpeasi ucz si dhallalumilah that dna amakk mi kcluy. Alhla nraseo egtrfo taht we eeblvei dan hs’tta lohu’nstd a hwy rof virteneghy pahpden si. Peke nfihiggt love yhae.