A letter from Jun 16, 2024

Dear FutureMe, This may seem random but I just need to vent. I also am curious how this situation will change over time. So as you know there is this drama with mom and dad about the child support. Currently (June 16 2024) I know that I will have to quit horse riding and tennis and my brother will have to quit his extracurriculars as well. At this moment in time I am very sad and angry and basically going through all stages of grief lol. I don’t want to stop horse riding as it is my escape and time to relax and I have a lot of friends and memories at that place. Tennis is where I have friends and I really enjoy the competitions and the physical activity in general. I think I can pay for it myself if needed and that won’t be a problem but I really wanna know how it ended up with the horses. I am thinking of asking to work there or something for either money or in exchange for lessons lol not sure if it will work but I’ll see. Tbh it is not really a problem yet as it is June now and I still have July for it so yeah. But I hope there was a way. I think it is December now so I am really curious how the French thing went if you went in October:) did you pay for it partially cuz I think I might have to because of this situation. But yeah I hope that ur life is not terrible and that work is well and that you have maybe joined the school play or something. I know this is very long but now I have something else to ask. Did mom and dad go the suing route and stuff? I am really afraid that it will happen and de I don’t want that to happen as it will be so expensive and we will struggle more and also I don’t like the idea of it at all honestly. I hope they figured it out and life is allright again:) Btw I found out that I might have to go to a different school:(( Also did you already get ur passport done? Anyway, tomorrow I’ll explain it to my friends a bit but I don’t think they’ll understand. They might try to but I know they won’t. I’m the one with the divorced parents that hate each other and they don’t. I understand they have their own issues but I also know it is not this. So yeah, I just had to vent it is now 23:13 and I should be sleeping but I can’t haha. Dad is blaming mom and idk want to do with that info. Mom is being more neutral about it but I know she isn’t a big fan of this either. I’m very surprised I didn’t break down right away but I actually kept it in until I was alone so that’s cool I guess. I don’t like this new reality and I want it to go back to what it was. Even though it wasn’t perfect it was better than this. I’m 15 now and you will still be 15 when you get this but I hope this is not a year I will look back on and be like “ugh I hated it it was so terrible” lol. Remember that even though it will be hard, you can still make the best of it. When life gives you lemons you make lemonade and sell it and make it into a huge business (I know I’m going to cringe about this later haha) but yeah enjoy life and whatever is left of your sanity <3 Also you better wish Tay Tay a happy birthday or yk who is coming for you. Or I will travel into the future lol Thanks for reading this hope ur doing well:) Love, Your past self on June 16 2024 ❤️