To The Future Rohit

Dear FutureRohit, This is Kavitha. Remember me? You knew me while I was in Doha. The cripple, yes. Today's the day I read the sweet email you sent me. Are we still friends, while you read this? Do you like me any more than you liked me today? Has your life changed? Are you in Doha still? Have you met The One? Ro, you have so much niceness in you and you don't even know it. You have a good heart, capable of loving and kindness. You are just scared to be that person, because its not who you are now. Do you understand what I am saying? Every day that I know you, I know this to be true. I never expected any niceness or sweetness or love from you. I don't. But it pisses me off, that you are nice to me, only when you are drunk/stoned. I hate saying this, but I like you when you are drunk. I just wish you were sweet all the time. Not to me, per se. But just nice, as a person. I was never in love with you, Ro. I like you the way, people adore a sweet child. That's how I like you. I care that way. And for the millionth time, I am not trying to get into your pants. Though, I admit, a hug and kiss would be nice. ;) You will shine Ro, like a Crazy Diamond. I just know.