A letter from Mar 02, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hi I'm from march 3, 2024 it's 12:06 AM. I just wanna ask if you're finally contented in your life. Did your suicide plan failed? or did it succeed. if it did you probably would never reply to this hahahah. Anyways I hope you find the type of love that you've been searching for. I hope it's not anything like on the surface level. I hope she/he treats you better than you thought no one could ever do. I hope you could finally find someone who you can trust for your entire life. But if it's still not the goal that you've been wanting then it's really not for you. I'm proud of you that you still kept going on living even if there's no one at our side right now and no one to talk to about our deepest scars and traumas. And I hope you'll be able to read this with a smile and say to yourself "Finally I'm over them (my problems at this moment march 2 2024). I hope you'll be able to forget the things or person that hurted you. and be able to forgive and not remain in contact with them. I hope you'll survive this year and continue on persuing your studies. I hope You can surpass me from your past self. I'm confident that you will do so. Just keep your head up just like 2Pac said. Always fake it till you make it. Smile to hide the pain. Be more confident. I love you so much Self. 🤩🥰🩷🩵