A letter from Feb 06, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hi! How are you? I hope you're good how was your birthday. Did you become smarter? I hope so, you are smart you just need a little push. I'm in PE right now and I just want to sleep and eat. Ah right did you lose any weight. And what happened with the hijab duscussion, I'm sure you had it and I hope you feel a little better about putting it on. I'm tired and not the "Ah i feel tired i want to die" that you tell your friends, it's more like "If I live another second I will **** myself" kind of tired. I'm tired of school and friends and everyperson alive. I want a long pause that doesn't end. I want to just sleep and never feel like I need to wake up. Why am I so lazy and ugly and fat like why did I need to chose this life for myself. I really really want to trensfer schools. But I can't and you know why. One year is all it takes for all of this to end. One year and you'll feel happy again. I've lost al the color I have I started wearing makeup because i feel ugly. I started wearing clothes that hide my weight. And I feel so tired. Hope you feel a little better and are having a better day than I am. Did you get Lolo? Oh and don't forget to make a letter for next year on your bithday. 1 mars don't forget. Do you still love me?