A letter from Feb 03, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hi plh in March 2024. Time sure flies doesn't it, we have gone through the first month of 2024 already. I want this letter to be a self-reflection and also a reminder to you that we are great, we just need to keep moving forward. Today I left a random comment on Thread about me seeing a psychologist and somehow my ex-manager (sis Tra) came across it and she immediately texted me to ask if I was okay (below is the picture I sent her). Sooo plh ah, you are surrounded by people who love and care about you a lot. You're wonderful and lovable, people love you and you love them. It's not one-sided love, you don't get their love for free so never feel you don't deserve it or they are giving you too much love. They do that because of the amazing love you're giving them, the way you care about them, and your existence. So don't hesitate to receive it, seek it, and enjoy it. However at the same time, never take their love for granted. Keep loving people, being nice, being yourself, you will always be loved and blessed. And mom is getting sicker and tired too. Make sure to make her happy, clean the house, and do all the chores so that she has time to rest. We love her and she loves us too. I know you're a good girl, a good daughter, a good sister. Keep up the good work! I hope that at this moment when you're reading this, we can already hire a staff and start to manage our store properly. I don't say that you HAVE TO finish this at this moment, I HOPE, and I WANT us to be able to do that. It's okay if the work is imperfect, it's okay if something is pending, and it's okay if you get to do extra things to finish the procedure, everything is okay. Life is unpredictable, we can set a deadline for it but there will be something that interferes with our plan and work may not get done on time. As long as you are trying your best, you're fearless, you're brave enough to step out of your comfort zone, you know that you're loved and even when you fail people will never leave you for this failure, we are all good. I intend to participate in a meditation course that lasts for 10 days. I think it would be hard for mom to take care of all of these things alone so make sure that you do all the things well before attending the course. If you can actually attend the course, feel free to write me a future email to talk about the exciting and happy moments of being there. If not, then it's okay, we will do it next time when we finish our graduation thesis. Life is about enjoyment and arrangement, isn't it. I love you, and I wish you all the best. Let's rock this year with plenty of joy and happiness! Sincerely, Plh in Feb