Dear FutureMe,
How are you? Are you alive? Are you happy? Did you find your happiness again? Did you give up? Are you happy with your family? Are they still yelling and hurting you with words you don't want to hear? Did BTS disband? Are you still friends with Your Five BFFs? Are you still insecure about your smile? Do you believe in love? Did you find the ONE? Are you dead? Do you still want to commit suicide? Did you find your smile? Are you healthy?
Epilogue
4 days later
Hi, today is Jan 24, 2024. I am okay... I was absent because I had a cough. Yesterday and today. When I woke up, I wanted to cut myself. I...
Tanewd hatw jstu odwlu to pnaphe see. Abgdnaing tuaob hte btu nhte atthug i. Uolcd utb keam hmoeintgs i ym tiac'l'cedayln ecils yebma dnha. Otu nhpeap hwta ees i did atdnew uwold i to sjut dlebe at,th fi tnhe. I oluwd ulnti ?it awit bit do i a ohdusl tfnia? tub i i noe wsa of tdghleehiad ebgnaad tenh ro day kind l'li lfee edasr,c it nda. Naebgda pdee i ujts oehung do sutj a tib, i but nteh bled,e to ikle will lieltt it. Ma i ahtt wulod ays yppha i. . . Eahy, eyht me amke hsorltswe eefl tlsli. Ooon, sbt sdabdni did not. N,o dan kbore ew up. 5 enridf ielk oru rguop of. Myrleibk am twhi i. Nfudo of ehs 2402 ava to dan eadwnt oleppe nkid be hwit enw she em esrdnfi, lslti ni are but. Eht hte hnd,a on toerh cooshl deai,s etfl. Cnoe lkei we klta ntmho a. Ieqtu i selim in avhe grown cofnitned ym. Reom stla am ihraepp ouogngti yare htna i and. Yas tath ni arem,cno 51+0 evol owudl i ooskb htta rafte i erndgai velebie ear. Fo wehre cna't haec rteoh eth seesm betrahe leki hyet ytep utiwoht it velo. Tath veol of ceetdpnxue dikn eytp teh. Of eofverr evol kidn the. Iylgn kind htta i twna of ni elsneci loev. Aseepl hse sysa, ytpe htat let of hgu me and dt'no ttirheg ghu hreew ,og lvoe indk he eth. Vemois thta etyp velo idkn hte crmomo ofrm hte loev fo. The stasl of eoverfr atht evlo ndki. I ofr ntwa jtus dkni tis' eth ovel het os,eitud hmte tht'sa utb vsilibe mdea romf fo. The hmte anwt vole hrewe be het ot of peyt etsracwh. Fo natw the xsstei vieeble is vloe dan htat etyp i. Am wya oen y,wa to ltisl i ifnd ogyun oto the. Abotu stmieomes inthk edingn i ti. Ym ndufo se,y iemls i. Am i thyhlea to lkie ilvbeee lodwu i. Me atth hvea deam of i two a guhoc ysda locsoh spki. My wno akte sumt ealev i w!hooo!-oh. Mete ltnui we ngaai. . . Wlfearel. (;.
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