A letter from Jan 18, 2024

Dear FutureMe, HAPPY BIRTHDAY you made it to 18. we thought 14...15 was our last age but we made it. I'm happy how does it feel to be an adult? do you breathe air better? do you feel free? maybe sad? or guilty? stressed? it's okay though don't think too much let life flow you but you the captain don't forget that also you have God to lead like in the movie where the stars lead them. this is your special day if you don't feel special it's okay you are special to me. I hope you celebrated. I just wanted to tell you I love you more than anything no matter feel like a failure, imperfect, not enough, selfish, a sinner, a bad person, she looks better, why not me or whatever you are always a gem to me precious. you are the best in my story and you matter to me. if you don't feel proud of yourself remember I'm proud of you and I love you because you are loveable. You are loved❤️ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS💌