jennifer..

Dear FutureMe, I am cold right now. I just got done eating a peanut butter sandwhich and I am waiting for Alan to come online. He said he would be on between 1 and 2..it is now 12:58 pm, Sunday, June 25, 2006. I'm doing OK--I am surviving I guess. I really want a job, do I have one now? I really hope I do by the time I read this again in the future. If I stop for too long and think about my life I start to feel overwelmed and sorta sad. This year thus far has had so many alterations and I have encountered so many new experiences..I finally have some friends...but sometimes I doubt them. At least I still have Alan, hopefully by the time I re-read this in the future I would have met him and that part of my life will be complete. UAB, huh? I expect great things from there....never forget the past, just try to focus on the future.