A letter from Nov 26, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I wish you weren't so sensitive. I wish you could just casually like people without expecting too much then bawling your eyes out when they end up disappointing you. I wish you were less socially awkward, isolating yourself then wondering why you feel so lonely. I wish, really wish one day you could love someone without them making you feel like you're "too much", maybe you're the problem ? Nevertheless, I sincerely wish for your future relationships to be fulfilling in each and every stage and not draining, i wish the next person you choose to love doesn't ask you to be "more expressive of your feelings" then make you feel like you're being too much or just brush it off when you do. You always deserve love, not to the point feeling unlovable tho. P.s, i hope the interview we have tomorrow went well <3