A letter from Nov 09, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Hi! You good, I had my math test today. What did you get on it? I'm in science right now and I know I was late writing this but it'll be okay. Don't ever let yorself be late on things again. I'm dying bcause I didn't study on time. I literally started the day before, and Johan is angry at me because I was playing, he's gonna give me a book about playing and losing consentration. I'm in social etiquette right now and Hans is a littl annoyed with the class and we're discussing love (ew). Hi again i'm in my room right now, I was supposed to sleep but I didn't. I can't belive that I have been writing this letter all day, I really am lazy aren't I? Did you lose any weight? I really hate my body and wish to have a slim and beautiful body like the girls at school. Every time I look at myself I see a really, really ugly person. I might have a pretty but avarege looking face but I still wish my body was just a little slimer. Did you have any tests? What did you get on the math and biologi test? Are you gonna change schools? Hey we're gonna get the letter we wrote in sixth grade next year, you remember what we wrote in it, right? What happened to you did you change at all, or are you the same. The therapist? Lolo? I hate myself for being so dumb and smart at the same time. I'm sad and tired and want to sleep. You'r back pain though, what happened? Do you still love me?