A letter from September 17th, 2023

ALSO WTF THEY HAVE PICTURES NOW?? Dear FutureMe, So I know I have the tradition of writing these in May, but I haven't this year, and I have been delaying it because, idk, why not. I just didn't feel like it, and when the time came, I just forgot about it again. Do I think this is the longest I've ever delayed writing these letter. Anyway, for starters, it appears I have a boyfriend, I've had it for a while now actually, just in, not more than a month (as specified was the date) we will have been together for a year already. I love him tbh, it's nice being with him, I won't deny to myself that it is kinda weird really, because even tho we've already been together for so long, it's still, deep down, a new experience that I didn't foresee for myself at all, and with which I guess wasn't really prepared for. But that's what life is about, living, isn't it. We're currently somewhat living together, somewhat because it's not even his house really and his uncle, (the true owner of the contract) doesn't even really know of my existence as of yet. But it is nice, I no longer live with Toni and that's a plus, and I am currently writing this from the "comfort" of the sofa in the living room of my mom's home. "A good thing I stopped living with Toni". To be completely honest, I do regard these feelings with a tiny bit of like, not sadness per se? Melancholy? A weird little woe feeling, because one really doesn't like friendships and relationships to end so poorly. But credit where credit is due, he got it on his own deeds. I am, not really but just a bit deep inside, sad to admit I just despise that brat. And it's not only myself tho, he's personally and manually cut every single thread that was left of any one of his previous college friendships. Because he's just like that. It is kinda sad in a way, but what the hell are you going to do about it anyway. I now remember the times he confessed his trauma for being left behind, but in remembering so I can't but compare the feelings of compassion I felt when he first said that, and the feelings of total comprehension on behalf of the ones that presumably abandoned him. I don't know if the situation was similar, but I can only guess they had their reasons in the past, much like we have had our reasons in the present too. Setting that aside, and moving to the customary Joey section. I'm obviously still friends with him, we still don't talk as much as we used to, and it makes me kinda sad, but I guess it's a thing that happens, I won't make any remarks for hopes for the future, because I'm actually just glad we're still friends. And it's not like it has completely degenerated into just us saying goodnight to each other, we still have this and that kind of "deeper" conversation from time to time. Like that one time from several months ago, when he told me he had finally lost his virginity. Proud of him but had strange feelings regarding the "falling out of touch" thing. It's all cool tho, we still friends, and we say goodnight and we send each other memes. Moving along with Elliot, Cam is finally here in Spain, and he's finally here to stay. They're actually getting married in the very near future, and by very near future I mean "looking at dates they were supposed to actually be married already, and I hope that it won't be too long til they actually are, and I don't find myself reading this text again with them being unwed still". I want to see him soon, and I want him to meet Ivan too. Onto academic matters, I'm currently in (just recently started) my 4th year of uni, and I already decided that I will do it in 5 years (that's at least the plan lol, but I really doubt it could get any longer than that seeing that I don't really have that much left to do). It is also still kinda on the air if I'll be able to finish the TFG this year or the next. I'm actually kinda hoping that I'll be able to push through and somehow finish the external practices and the TFG this year, and even better if I can have them somehow mix too. My mom is now cooking and saying stuff about the cats that I don't really care about, but she's like that, I can't hate her for that lol. I don't think I really have much else to say so, we'll see each other next year and, idk, happy birthday in advance to me ig. And as always Hope you're still alive, and bye 👌 Diego (from 2023).