A letter from September 2nd, 2023

Dear FutureMe, It's so frustratinggggg. I mean like gurllll, this is my first time having this kind of relationship set up. I've never been in relationships before, even if we are just in the waiting season or a 'mutual understanding' kind of relationship. I cannot ignore the feeling of being in different stages, like I need to adjust to this and be used to it, it is hard gurl! I need to be romantic, extra caring, and whatever it is. I was enjoying my singlehood so much, that I never imagined myself to be scrutinized in this type of love. I hope I will learn something from this. And I'm praying that this is worth the risk.