Dear Sonelle,
How are you? Haha it was your second september in lmi but you're still adjusting. Are you okay now? You always praying na sana maging maganda ang journey mo, what happened now? Ang dami mong kahihiyan papaalala ko lang sa'yo hehe. 'Di ba nga nag d-doubt ka na makakapasok ka sa honor roll, nagkatotoo ba? T _ T You made your own diary for your journey pero mo tinutuloy! look kaunti pa tuloy. Please stop pressuring yourself na, ik you always feel to be left out, drained and even that suicidal thoughts! for **** sake stop that. this was your past self rooting so much for you, please please be kind and gentle with yourself. It may sound crazy na nagbibigay ka ng advice sa sarili mo pero sana makinig ka sa 'kin hmp. Marami na ba friends mo? as in friends ha 'yung napapakita mo talaga kung sino ka hueeey. Tama na nga, good luck my future sonelle! ilymsmsmsmsfrfristg.
Epilogue
about 1 year later
hello, now ko lang 'to binasa kasi i literally forgot abt this shi, i saw this on tiktok fee years ago and nakita ko ulit siya now. i know 'di...
Oterw i henw ihst ******* da iz kao esiurso nha maarrmg prdeu czu so. It an leik hte h9t to i ghstni hsuc rnete a daem edgra mefsly gfr in i my did pboitablyri ti i ayerll mienrded oper imddle ni ihts i esol tsfir wya em 0,1 hsodlu **** asw i rlol do eth tppearceai at i taccpe i ignhpo hwh(ci ebyndo teh ayw ugibdnli swa of the oper na asw )oll ng,l noroh asd da lrlyae at capee. Nayenj-o erlosmbp n'sdeot na ok i mtdsia sma the orpe hda i erzaeli tduob lla laerly adn fsle ti ttmrae skai. .
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Dntdi' ko gan slao onyjeru ti em veen i zraliede _ hcwih anaamdg an nggmia kacb olang ko t nh,et a-nyrip emad paailg da it ne amed isak na na 😲 t awy erlieazd. Na ainbsi mnkagi dn haikaynhi em ta galn guny meti esma vrdeeil noakg gma llllooo ******* om buti leef aalmala an di nad hhe lwaa oebhdct ahah iksa ymerom shut ad.
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The all teh ayw aedm it meti nda na! i'm not ***** i fsyelm im' rmof is jsdtau cctpae my to tgnkai aelcyrl igpnsesrur. As aecf i eeyrv na"ephspis to liwl ,eheh dtpeecxe fei,l rdopsiem wsrroo ni csstpea apsidhhr w fo ifnd hsnpaepsi ginivl keses nad i in" 'mi airlt ad vyeer otu,eq in. Noe orve tno sotuthhg smea fsmyel ylo#o ostehr nyoej oalprbby oerp tghsuoth dlwuo ti olnctro i ervey an of yliceelpsa temi fo da i'm reay ta viangh eb all nad dn me tibs to cuesidi form free. Os udopr 'mi ti adn of. Seaeir reop gihstn to wn,o andoru arhm me erolvev fo efls iktnga rahd lla cmhu was asw yrrac ti wrvenehe vgahni t'sonde of ti it tohtuiw teh tahib. My yu,o o'twn towtihu psat i isth ls,ef be keli. Nhtak ma efel tletngi ydtao rnhigevtye how uoy i rfo kasi mdae it me me. I hte wolud i i wya kthin i 'dindt owful werg eb say. Dan inbgeelvi ouy em orf nahtk inogotr ofr. T was lrlyeaitl podur an i ngl ntghriaaemwr uedhgg itme was it rfo i rfsit _ eht esylfm ryaell ikagab mslfye of t. Rmoe eflysm nleteg be i nd palleiescy irsopme to w knid adn ohtser w. Woha tginwir i an pero ehh ieomdpvr medoy mo alap gln gtaipn.
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Fedsirn !wno ahv lkei i nhet eys! ynam in kcab leetnyaemr oooooosoo msylfe gnevi feel i'm i. T,i ot nxeeecerip swoh ebla who i isvlrtanoeotium ma asw orve dah an, dan fo ot iye dgla 'mi ym uhohgt 😠who flei lal awwkdra eceomvor hrwee nfuny try an llryea 'mi so i orupf sllit i i glinrnea drha nac lioshchhog to temh ti lla be even ni i'm smipyl i tahth to asik nladhe.
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Eonlesl sapt orf ,you uyo eigbn khant. Eolvrev lla etvulnayle odnrau ightn i wlodu me udwlo cvomoere. Mrepiso i. Rrwoos sesek ni papssenhi.
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