Dear Sonelle,
How are you? Haha it was your second september in lmi but you're still adjusting. Are you okay now? You always praying na sana maging maganda ang journey mo, what happened now? Ang dami mong kahihiyan papaalala ko lang sa'yo hehe. 'Di ba nga nag d-doubt ka na makakapasok ka sa honor roll, nagkatotoo ba? T _ T You made your own diary for your journey pero mo tinutuloy! look kaunti pa tuloy. Please stop pressuring yourself na, ik you always feel to be left out, drained and even that suicidal thoughts! for **** sake stop that. this was your past self rooting so much for you, please please be kind and gentle with yourself. It may sound crazy na nagbibigay ka ng advice sa sarili mo pero sana makinig ka sa 'kin hmp. Marami na ba friends mo? as in friends ha 'yung napapakita mo talaga kung sino ka hueeey. Tama na nga, good luck my future sonelle! ilymsmsmsmsfrfristg.
Epilogue
about 1 year later
hello, now ko lang 'to binasa kasi i literally forgot abt this shi, i saw this on tiktok fee years ago and nakita ko ulit siya now. i know 'di...
Zuc ******* so udepr hwen iz otrwe aok mgrraam da i han shti siorseu. I eecpa a demild i em sad it reop eht lealry an fgr **** 0,1 swa yelsfm th9 onroh louhds dmea peeatracip elaylr elso i oihgpn ddi rftis ekli l)ol od ni fo eth i eht ti i ym aws ondbey ihst eernt ,gnl ylbrtaoiipb i ni ad swa ollr lidgiubn to schu an nsitgh cptcea emierndd repo awy ta way i i(hhcw eth erdga at. Flse ok eierzla lla jn-neyao ti isak i omplbsre yllear eth dna i an ahd tdoe'ns pero misadt temtar ams btuod. .
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An t aandmag na _ akis asol em hhciw ywa edialrze da mead agn agmgni ne ti uynojer t a-nrpyi diezearl mead vnee ti glnoa 'iddtn ko ailpga ok 😲 i cbak e,hnt na. Imknag agln fele amllaaa iikahynha di haha me biinsa etim ollolol ******* guny and thus okang nd ad beodhtc wlaa hhe btiu saki eomyrm mga an an asem mo elrdiev ta.
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!an dusajt i'm fselym nad lla ym akting spreigrnsu alceryl 'mi it teh yaw cptcae i rofm si ***** the amed nto mtei ot. Yvere ni w nda i ndif aihdpshr seeks wsorro atssepc illw mdrepios i e,ehh as ceepetdx sihsapep"n 'mi i"n vryee anipehpss in iefl, feca glvini da itarl ,tqoeu fo ot. Ctnoolr yaer eefr erpo sudieci #looy iavgnh ecyallpies temi romf na yejon be all and nd istb evro fesyml neo ryeev of of htstghuo obpyalrb amse teosrh nto ot em mi' ghutosht ad i ta ti luowd. Pdour so 'mi of it dna. Eeirsa rcrya ti unaodr hingav umhc fo now, asw elfs veeorvl all tihba ottwihu dot'esn rahm asw em ehvrween tnikag fo ot teh htisgn ahdr it pero it. Eb i apst yu,o fse,l n'wot ihts my whoutti leki. Uyo flee datoy i em ntiletg fro tknha edam ti who am me ikas nethvrgiey. I i wya ysa i wlfou eht i gwer t'iddn be ulwdo kthin. Ebilenigv em nda ogrtino ofr ouy ofr knhta. Yeilatlrl emti t the i it aws yslefm nlg of na fro ylrale ourdp dhggue tmriaranwghe abkagi _ wsa itrfs t i flyems. Eb w netgel i dink mesipro trhose moer yepclailse dn w nad ymlsfe to. Om heh waho eodym gln rdiempov nagtip nitirgw i alpa an rpeo.
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I avh ye!s oooooooso ylsefm emlanertey bakc neht elef i'm ielk rsindfe ni vigne !now yanm i. I pofur tslil eenv i'm an htath ehadnl nda im' tgouhh can woh tmhe veor woh im' t,i skia akrawwd am to ot iagenlnr to os lla i virnlemoitotaus i uynnf eyi of ymilsp hhlhcogosi ti lla dah rty aryell eeniceerpx hrad hosw my na, 😠eewrh to i i omevorec feil labe dlag in be asw.
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Selelno oy,u knaht orf you inebg tpsa. Me rvcoemoe i all undoar ithgn dwluo wluod etuelvynla reelvvo. I emopris. Issepanph sorrow esesk in.
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