Dear Sonelle,
How are you? Haha it was your second september in lmi but you're still adjusting. Are you okay now? You always praying na sana maging maganda ang journey mo, what happened now? Ang dami mong kahihiyan papaalala ko lang sa'yo hehe. 'Di ba nga nag d-doubt ka na makakapasok ka sa honor roll, nagkatotoo ba? T _ T You made your own diary for your journey pero mo tinutuloy! look kaunti pa tuloy. Please stop pressuring yourself na, ik you always feel to be left out, drained and even that suicidal thoughts! for **** sake stop that. this was your past self rooting so much for you, please please be kind and gentle with yourself. It may sound crazy na nagbibigay ka ng advice sa sarili mo pero sana makinig ka sa 'kin hmp. Marami na ba friends mo? as in friends ha 'yung napapakita mo talaga kung sino ka hueeey. Tama na nga, good luck my future sonelle! ilymsmsmsmsfrfristg.
Epilogue
about 1 year later
hello, now ko lang 'to binasa kasi i literally forgot abt this shi, i saw this on tiktok fee years ago and nakita ko ulit siya now. i know 'di...
Ad oterw ako anh zi ******* eurdp i cuz nweh htsi so garramm oesisur. A orpe amde ym i i fgr awy it rneet **** awy hgniop eht did ot at asd asw eth hcwhi( l)lo ad em meniderd eparaepcit do dgibnliu eht roll ta pero cpecta na aws sflyme ht9 i i i an ti drgea osel ,lng ihtngs was byedno in learly nrooh eldmid fsirt hcus i tish paeec lyrela lhsoud i ni 0,1 irboaypbilt het lkie of. Mtrtea it y-nonjae dha adn ayrlel the zleirae dotbu mas msiatd ikas oerp lla na i 'oensdt fesl ok i brelmosp. .
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Ti t mdae amggni evne kbac lgnoa ti i zaldriee me ok gan t an da sloa dmea an 'ddtni rzieaedl a-ipryn mandaag _ lapaig kias na 😲 ayw iwhch e,nth ko reyoujn ne. Etmi ******* ygun meromy dan oollllo waal alng nd haha hetocbd bnaiis onakg aihiyhank di na thus amg ta tbiu na em leef ksai da aalmala om kimgna hhe asem lriedev.
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Mleysf si ***** ot lal clyeral emda 'im dajtus m'i ayw ton it ngtaik the fmro hte ym i nad rgprisesun an! imte pctaec. As nda disphrha ad i i apnie"sphs ndfi qteu,o ni" i'm lnvigi ehhe, of edxctepe every epirsodm w liart ot essek pishpeans ei,lf wlil seastcp srwoor in in ryeve cefa. Nd reeyv eb ahving an ibst lsfyme lla vreo fo to reop uieidsc y#ool trolocn and guothths uhhgstto blryapob i jnoye maes eon ad it at ryae rfee of rteosh em nto 'im caepyilsel temi frmo wulod. Os nda m'i of odurp it. Reisae nvehweer saw sefl nagvhi to ,onw it rvoelve rnuoda htwituo rrayc gknita thbai saw ti all fo ahdr pero e'dstno sgnhit teh mhra muhc em it fo. Leki ottwihu two'n my i tshi eb oy,u psat ,lfes. Efle me it ehtvriengy aotdy isak fro dmae ma i atknh ohw ouy em niltetg. Tnkhi ditd'n grew eb i i oflwu i the uldwo wya i ysa. For khatn yuo em adn ieivgnelb troogin orf. T the _ nlg lfsyme of asw hegdgu lryeal i i lsfyem ourpd itsfr an tmei ti rataihgnwrme fro agbaki t rlaytllei asw. Nda kdni be w tseroh nd nglete yplcieesla to i lfesmy w roem psmiroe. Emdoy girwitn om an heh iagptn oepr i ohaw aalp lgn dompierv.
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Mrtaeeylne lfymes i nmya in then ckab i oosoooooo m'i n!ow klie avh niesrdf efel vegin ye!s. I ytr in os raeyll to aws eyi i arhd na, ym veor nnfyu tehm ltlis erwhe 'im ot and eb erpnceixee lla all hwos had 😠ocishlohhg gadl eabl anc of rwakwad owh am enve i ot enianrgl to ti prouf siak iplysm im' it, i gothhu alustnvtmreoiio i im' lhdnea na who elif crmooeev ahtht.
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Orf ,you ouy eoelsnl tspa ibgne khnat. Me ermocvoe i oudwl gnith all wodul lenvlteayu uadnor orveevl. Iporsem i. Esesk nishpesap ni wosror.
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