A letter from Aug 23, 2023

Dear Raven, I hope that everything is going well for you in the future. I am still waiting for the other letter that I have written to you (which is me) but other than that I don’t know how to feel about it, the younger me is definitely so much different for the me now and I wonder if I’ll ever be different from the me now. I have so many questions like: did you get a partner, are you living well, are the people in your life right now still present ? It’s so scary to imagine that I’m going to be such a different person and it makes me anxious because I don’t know what’s ahead of me but you do because you lived it all. I really only wish for us to be fulfilled in the end and to have everything that we ever wanted. Even if this means closing some chapters of our life and leaving some people behind. I hope that I’m at peace and that every decision I made for you turned out to be great. Remember that I love you and that I always will Raven, you’re really the only one you can’t count on and I know that life is so hard to go through every day but please just hang in there. I won’t die right now and neither will you okay ? I love you babe, I really do. Plus you’re going to achieve so much more than I am right now and that is so impressive coming from us. I wish I could hug you right now because I’m tearing up thinking about me from the future. Please keep writing and thinking about these letters because it’s all going to be worth it. And happy 22 girl, soon enough you’ll be able to change your name and live your life fully, and if you ever think about giving up your identity for someone to accept you more easily then please just stay alone, better be fully happy with yourself rather than hide who you are for someone who won’t see things your way babe. Anyways that was it, that was Raven when she was 19 years old, still clueless about the world but living better than the 16 yo Raven. Also are you still into cosplay ? Because even if I’m not doing it right now I definitely don’t want to stop. I love you.