A letter from August 15th, 2023

Dear: self 6 months from now Sad kayka. U don't have friends na. It's the second day of school na yet so stressed na ka. I hope na these coming weeks kay makakita kana ng friend mo. Kahit sino na Lang basta ma survive yung whole school year without your circle. I'm have a vv hard time here:(( Gusto ko na mag uwi. Na homesick ako and nahidlaw sa fam. I always remind myself na temporary lang man ito siguro.Nakaya gani ang first day as freshmen dati. Pero still, I'm so so sad kay why do I feel na it's harder to socialize na this time or I'm just being oa. Second day pa man pero what I don't gain new friends. I think padating jud ang period ko kay I wanna cry so bad rn. I want to see may family, si jhana or anyone I'm comfy with. I want a hug. I feel so so sad. Ga overthink ko if paano naman ma survive tomorrow without any close friends. Pls pls Lord. Kahit sino nalang. Let me have new friends kay no matter how many times I say na it's okay for me to not socialize, Dili jud. I'm really really having a hard time. This letter will be sent here 6 months later. I want to know kung ano na ba situation ko. I know I'll get through this naman like I always do. I know. I'm hoping for the best nlag jud for the coming days pa. I hope I'm like them na vv sociable. Minsan I hate being an introvert. :((((( I want to cry :( miss you so much nanay, Jacki, tatay, tetet I want to finish this na para maka pahinga na ako :<<< I want to graduate na for you all. This is temporary lang man, I know that. I know there's a big reason why I'm feeling so down. Pls hang oooon!!!☹️☹️☹️