A letter from August 14th, 2023

Dear FutureMe, Cotton Candy has messaged me, we used to be best friends but.. haven't spoken in a month or two. I'm so angry at him still, I've always been there when he needed me and promised he would do the same. Yet I needed him, but he was too obsessed with weed to hear me and I needed him. But I was alone. My own brother would've been a better person and helped me which is saying something. I once made a joke that he was as bad as my brother when it came to weed and he got upset. Saying he's not like him. But he's right, he's worse. At least my brother knows the difference between us talking and when I need him. I don't know what to say to Cotton Candy. he sent me a snap asking if he did something wrong since I've been ghosting him. [he only reached out once since i needed him so obviously yes] I told him in a way yes. But haven't looked at his newest text, I don't know what to say or do. I'm not even upset about when I needed him, I'm hurt he was so focused on his drugs and posting it that he couldn't see I needed him. I can't exactly describe it without giving details but yeah. Future me, you'll get this in 2 weeks, hopefully we will either be good, or I just lost my friend of 2 years.